♥♥ WELCOME TO MY LITTLE WORLD ♥♥ "2012"

SEM 3 COMMENCED!!

2012-02-12T01:29:00.000+08:00

NOW IT's TIME TO GO BACK TO MY STUDY LIFE==

It seems like 1 month sem break was quite short and past quickly...

i think is becoz of CNY

but i felt excited tat i could meet many of my frens and went for visiting during CNY!

i missed tat day so much!!

A DELIGHTED GATHERING!!!XD

SEM 3 HAS BEGAN....IT'S JUST A SHORT SEM...AROUND 8 WEEKS ONLY..

just taking 3 subjects is this sem...

i hv no classes on Fri^^

but quite suffering on monday and wed....8am until 5.30pm...T_T

i wish i could stay happy on this sem onwards and can change to another group without together with them...

i realized tat ntg had change between our fren relationship

so....just let it be! i hv ntg to say....and I WANT TO BE MYSELF!!

i felt sad tat 2 of my classmates had changed to another course><

couldn't together with them anymore T_T

our results will released on 16/2....

i'm quite worried since i knew tat i didnt do very well in my past exam...

>< GOD BLESS ME!! GOOD LUCK EVERY1!!

PENANG TRIP

2012-02-12T01:03:00.002+08:00

hoho~i hv been to penang with my family during CNY for 3 days...

it has been quite a long time we didn't travel together...

we been there due to my aunt and uncle who came back from Perth would like to go there for a visit...so we followed together^^

this was my second time been to penang

we took aeroplane to and fro (FIREFLY)

the plane was quite small and narrow==

we took less than an hour to reach there

this is the FIREFLY SET MEAL><

we hv visited those places as follow:

guess wat's this??

it is opium(鸦片)..want to try??haha

SNAKE TEMPLE

KEK LOK SI

the enormous and amazing GUAN YIN!!

the most unforgettable thing is we hv walked a long distance becoz of KEK LOK SI...

after the taxi driver dropped us off by there~we still hv to walk up to reach there...

furthermore, when we want to leave there...we walked down to the roadside but there's no any transport can fetch us....then we walked very far away to find a taxi...but there's no even 1!!!

all of us were exhausted and hungry since we had not taken dinner....and it was late at night

at last we found a bus stop and manage to go back by bus...

but there's no bus!!!

WAT A PITY!!!
a famous tourism area was lack of public transport??!!

finally, my aunt called her fren and fortunately she's willing to fetch us...

if not...we really duno wat's the other way><

OMG!!!!

wat a memorable trip!!huh...xD

anyway...i was delighted tat i could travelled during my holiday although it is not very far apart from KL...^^

WHAT SHOULD I DO??

2012-01-14T02:18:00.001+08:00

唉。。。我真的不知怎么办好。。怎样才是最好的?

"我做了这个决定会后悔吗？我现在会开心过以前吗？？"。。。。。

很多问题我答不出。。。

我是考虑了很久才有勇气做出这个决定的。。

我知道他对我很好。。很爱我。。

也很难找到像他这种人。。

但我也不能勉强自己。。我不能骗自己更不能骗他。。

但他现在变成这个样子。。我好难受。。

我已经很努力地尝试过了。。但我还是做不到。。

我很清楚也很了解自己的心

我不想他再花时间在我身上了。。。

但我知道他很难会放弃我。。。

我应该怎样呢？？？

还要继续吗？还是忍心一点呢？

WHAT IS "FRIEND"?

2012-01-13T00:57:00.000+08:00

“朋友”

到底这两个字的定义是什么？

我发觉我身边的朋友渐渐减少了。。。

我真的很难过。。。

到底我做错了什么？为什么大家都这样对我？？

是我变了吗？？变得有那么讨人厌吗？

一个认识了五年，坐我隔壁的朋友。。。以前我们的感情都很好的。。有说有笑..
就算不和。。最终也会好回。。可是却不懂发生了什么事。。她对我完全不同了。。

每天见面连一句话都不懂有没有。。

我曾经问过她原因。。但她却不说。。我好无奈！

看着她跟别的朋友很好。。却当我连一个普通朋友都不如的感觉。。真的很难受。。

到底发生了什么大件事？就算不爽我。。也要给我个理由啊。。别让我胡乱猜测。。那么无辜。。

当初当我知道她跟我读同一间学院而且是同一系。。我真的很开心。。

可是过了不久。。她突然对我冷淡了很多。。。

她却不知道我有多么珍惜她这位朋友。。多么的想跟她一起。。回到以前那样。。做任何事都是一起的。。。

但现在她似乎连位子都不想和我一起坐了。。我跟她有仇吗？为什么要这样避开我？

不只她，班上跟我同一组的朋友也是一样。。她们都时常当我是透明的。。

只会有事或需要我帮忙时才会当我存在。。。

在学校去哪里都不跟我讲一声。。走就走。。害我时常孤独一人的。。。

这种感觉我已逐渐习惯了。。

我时常都活在一个很孤独的世界里。。没有朋友的陪同。。。真的很想哭。。

我以为我会过个开心的学院生活。。但跟她们一起。。我一点都不开心。。

很后悔当初跟她们同一组。。不然我现在或许跟新的朋友会过得很开心。。

很多人都叫我不要和她们一起。。去认识别的朋友。。可是我就是做不到。。因为我期待有一天。。我们的感情会变好。。

我已经很努力逗大家开心。。时常讲笑话，找话题。。但最后这些都是没用的。。。

她们对我还是那样。。我真的很讨厌！！实在忍无可忍了！！！

我希望下个学期开始我可以不用跟她们一起做任何事。。可以和别的朋友过得开心点。。。

还有我的姐妹。。她们本来是我最要好，最需要的朋友。。

但我也发现她们对我不同了。。

我一有时间就会想到她们，想跟她们一起

但就算她们得空。。也不会约我的。。

时常都是我做主动约她们。。但有时也是失望收场。。。

就连我的生日。。她们也不在乎吧。。但我是多么的重视。。

她们说的不得空，没钱，我想都是借口吧。。最重要是有没有心啊。。

因为后来我发觉那不是她们口中所说的那样。。因为我看得出来。。

没错。。大家现在都有各自的生活。。可能感情没酱好那是正常的。。

但我感觉得到，我在她们的心里已经不重要了。。

就连我小学那位好朋友时常约我出来的。。但现在也没回应了。。我也不想打扰她了

反而是那些跟我不是很熟的朋友对我好，会约我。。跟我一起，出街，谈天等等

我自问对大家都很好。。。但为什么我的人缘酱差呢？？

为何突然会这样。。

我一直再三反复的思考。。我做过什么不对的事。。我真的想不到。。。

可能我在无意中伤害了你们。。做错了什么。。。在这里。。我跟你们道歉。。

对不起。。请你们原谅我。。希望你们会当我是真正的朋友。。。

因为我是真心当你们是我朋友的。。。

我不懂是不是我想多了。。变得偏激了。。。

总之。。现在的我真的很不开心。。因为时常面对的朋友对我的态度。。令我很难受。。。但我还要笑着面对她们。。。她们却一点都不在乎我。。

现在我才知道原来朋友的角色的确很重要。。
一个人没有了朋友。。就算有什么。。也不会开心的。。

MY 18TH BIRTHDAY 2011!!

2011-11-26T03:32:00.001+08:00

hohoho....~18 sui~bok bok cui!!!XDDD

19/10/11

the 1st thing i received for my bday is this!!

"a small little cute angry bird cake"

haha

1 of my classmates gave me...quite nice!thx very much!!

"CHEESECAKE"

This cake is the same person who gave me the angry bird cake bought 4 me....it was shared by the whole class....

once i hv finished my individual english presentation, all of my classmates sent msg to me with this picture...i was blurred when i saw the messages since i hv not seen the real cake...

but i'm regret tat i couldn't received all the msg from my classmates since all the msg are mms..the size is quite big till my memory was insufficient to receive it...

frens...i'm so sry 4 tat...i didn't received all of your wishes....

after class...they hv prepared a nice video and displayed it inside the class and sang birthday song to me....i was absolutely touched and surprised!!!

but since the class is going to use by another group... the time was limited...therefore they just celebrate with me in a very short time><

after class, all of my frens were disappeared....just a few of frens were sharing enjoyed the cake outside of the class....

anyway....i'm reli appreciate tat!!

TQ VERY MUCH 4 ALL THE PREPARATION AND SURPRISES...ESPECIALLY THE VIDEO...I RELI LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! IT WAS ABSOLUTELY INTERESTING!!! I'M GLAD TO ENJOY THE VIDEO!!!

I WILL KEEP IT FOREVER!!!

* the video size is too big till i couldn't upload here...it hv already uploading for hours...but it seems like failed to upload even on FB too..><

sad...i couldn't share it with u guys....T_T

NEXT~~~AT NIGHT........

He brought me to pavilion KAMPACHI for dinner....tat is his suggestion....

frankly....there was quite expensive....i kept on saying tat to him...but he said it's ok><

i dunno whether it's worth or not==

"this is my set dinner"

after dinner...we went to watch a movie there...my bday-12am was passed through inside the cinema...(i think it was 1st time)

after tat... he gave me these as presents~~~~

this flower was a surprise 4 me!

a necklace is inside it....

"BLUEBERRY CHEESE CAKE"

i blown the candle inside the car==

Do u noticed tat???all is purple...whahaha...i love it so much!!!

this might be my 1st time for receiving so many presents from a person....

THANKS VERY MUCH!!!! I felt happiness and pleasurable!

thanks for treating me very well...I'M TOUCHED!!!

THE NEXT DAY (MY ACTUAL BDAY)

*20.10.11*

hoho....my mum hv prepared this "set meal" for me in the morning....

it is only once in the world....NOT FOR SALES...XD...U CAN'T ENJOY IT ANYWHERE!

Every year, my mum mostly will prepare tat for us...

it is sweet and warmth!!!

THX MUM!!!

In the afternoon, my dearest mum brought me to a japanese restaurant...

again~~becoz i love japanese cuisine very much!!hhaha....

I ordered this...it's not bad...

my mum had requested from the waitress whether anything entitled to me(for birthday ppl)

later on, after we finished our meal, the manager gave me a cake for free...and all the waitress there sang a birthday song to me...it was quite enjoyable!!XD

tat's the cake!!

AT NIGHT~~~

i went to a dinner at SAMOSA(taman billion)- a western restaurant

with my dad,siblings and grandparents....

this is my dinner>>LAMB SHANK

mmmm....Delicious...hahaha

this is the 1st time we been there....the meals are not bad and quite worth...

it's not very expensive!

after dinner>>> cut cake session again.....

this is YOGURT CAKE...not bad too!^^

*21/10/11*

we go out yam cha together....

wauu!!! it seems like my bday was great and full of happiness....

but.....frankly...i'm unhappy tat my sistas were not celebrating bday with me....or even give me a little present><

but when they bday...mostly i'm the 1 who plan, celebrate and give them presents for years....

but at the end...they just yam cha with me as normal day....ntg special at all...

they may not realized tat they are the important roles who i wish to celebrate bday with the MOST!

i even date them by myself...but they rejected me><

haizzz....i'm quite upset for tat....

anyway.....it's ok.....actually....it's predictable 4 me....

MY 1ST SEM RESULTS

2011-10-07T16:27:00.003+08:00

HEHEHE....

FINALLY MY 1ST SEM RESULTS HAVE RELEASED ON 21/9/11

ERMM....I GT ALL A'S FOR ALL THE SUBJECTS EXCEPT FOR ENG WHICH IS A-

GPA is 3.9464

I'm quite satisfied with it but the most happiest thing was i dont need to pay any fees even any sen in SEM 2....hahaha

IT WAS GREAT!!!!XD

HOPEFULLY I COULD MAINTAIN IT OR GET EVEN BETTER RESULTS IN OTHERS SEMS...

but.....for this moment, when i just started sem 2....i hv already felt confused and blurred on my accounting subject(fundamentals of accounting)....just only lecture 1, it is complicated 4 me....T_T

felt like gonna mad n give up soon....

frankly....i'm not very interested in accounting....is just tat i hv 2 fulfill what my dad wants...><

dunno why.....ytd night i'm having headache until now....it's quite suffering!!!

after ate panadol...seems like is getting better now....

haizzz.....dunno want to go check with doctor anot....

GOODBYE TO SEM 1!

2011-08-26T16:04:00.002+08:00

HAHA...

FINALLY MY EXAM IS OVER ! SAY GOODBYE TO SEM 1!

I'M HAVING HOLIDAY NOW TO 18/9

SEM2 COMMENCES ON 19/9

GONNA RELAX MYSELF AND RELIEVE MY STRESS AND TENSION IN TIS HOLIDAY!

BUT....WHAT TO DO??==

WISHED TO HANG OUT WITH MY FRENS....

HOPE THEY CAN MAKE IT....

FRENS...RMB TO DATE ME WHEN U FREE YA...^^

MISS YOU GUYS!!

ohyaa....hope i could gt my results in 4.0!(if possible)><

FINAL EXAM

2011-08-14T23:06:00.003+08:00

MY FINAL EXAM OF TIS SEM IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!

STARTS FROM NEXT WED(17/8) UNTIL 25/8

*sunday also need 2 exam...IShshhh!!!

after that i would enjoying about 3 weeks of holidays~hoho

I BELIEVE I CAN FLY...XD

BUSY 4 PREPARING MY EXAM NOW....

nervous huh???!

going to seat 4 my 1st final exam in college soon! and 1st holiday too...haha

hopefully i could gt good results and maintain it...

if not....MY SCHOLARSHIP GONNA WITHDRAWS FROM COLLEGE!!

As usual...i wont be available here nor facebook during my exam...

so....see ya~^^

those who want to date me or hang out with me...feel free to do so after my exam...xD..mostly i wont reject u anymore...hehe

GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF THE TARC-IANS!!XD

BYE!

YEAHHH!!THE 5TH!!!!

2011-08-09T01:07:00.005+08:00

WWOohhOO!!!

our group awarded THE 5TH in the dancing competition which held on last saturday at TARC!!

OUR GROUP NAME IS "RE~VOGUE"!!!(such a special name)

RE-VOGUE!!! RMB....WE R THE BEST!!!!...hohoho

WELL DONE!!

CONGRATZ TO PEANALUTION TOO!!! whose group is the same dancing class wif us! THEIR performance is THE BEST!!!xD

congratz to all who had awarded anything in the competition too!!

actually i couldn't believe or expect that we will in the top 5...

among of 23 groups...many of them performed well!

when the top 10 result announced, i wish that we would be at least between No.8-10..

but we couldn't gt that...i was sad at 1st....we thought we gt nothing at all!

finally the MC announced our group name is the FIFTH!!!

Ohh yeahhHH!!i was absolutely excited on that moment!!

we rushed to the stage and received the prize!!

I'm delighted till almost wanna cry!!

it was hard to describe my feelings and mood on that time!

all of us were extremely high and excited!!xD

We spent much time and sacrificed a lot for the competition~

and now~here's the RESULT!!!

thx god!!! till now...i'm still very happy!haha....

although the prizes wasn't good and quite cheap..guess wat is it???it's vase...xD...

but it's not important...the most important is we gt the FIFTH!!haha

and the vase is memorable to me!! IT'S A SYMBOL OF OUR SUCCESSFUL..hehe

at night, we went to SW GREENBOX to celebrate our achievement!

we had an enjoyable time there~

but felt pity that 1 of our member didn't come along wif us~T_T

although sometimes we were argue or dislike each other due to something...but i'm really appreciate our friendship from the day we were in the same group....

the competition is mean the final of our CO-CU(contempory dance) which is just for 1 sem...

i didn't regret that i hv participated in this dancing class....it is fun and enjoyable...i learnt a lot of interesting dance and met a lot of new frens there....

although sometimes i had struggle of give up 4 practice dancing....coz it really made me exhausted and neglected for my studies....

but now....when the result released....it told me that it is WORTH!!!

I WILL MISS THE MOMENT WE WERE TOGETHER AND WISH THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP CAN LAST LONGER ALTHOUGH WE JUST BEEN TOGETHER FOR A FEW MONTHS......

Ohyaa~i would like to appreciate my best friends and some1 who had came surprisingly to support me in the competition day...I'M REALLY HAPPY AND SURPRISED TO SEE U GUYS THERE!!!

and THX TO THOSE WHO SUPPORT ME!!!

TQ SO MUCH!!!!!hehe....

if u want 2 see our dancing video....u can click on the link below to check it out!xD

http://www.facebook.com/groups/163666833702450/

thx...

~~~~~~CHEEERSSSS~~~~~

hoOraYY!!

2011-07-01T00:43:00.003+08:00

hohoho.........

On this month (June), I hv owned 2 new stuffs without any of my expenses!!haha

18/6- I hv changed 2 a new hp (Nokia 5800 XpressMusic)

actually it should considered as a second-hand phone which is given by my bro...

but i think tis phone would be better than my previous phone.....

however, in terms of quality of the hp's camera...my ex-hp might be better than it....

anyway...as long as my phone has been upgraded and improved...i hv ad felt delighted and contented !!^^

While the second stuff is.......LAPTOP which i have just received on 27/6...

it's my dad bought 4 me as a reward of my SPM result for the purpose of my studies....

The brand is DELL n it's red(no purple><)...but it's nice too!!^^

altot it's not very expensive(below 2000)...but I really appreciate n cherish it!!

finally i hv owned a laptop for my ownself....no need 2 lend or dispute from my bro n sis...

i could use it any time i want!! hehe....

tq very much 2 my dad!!!

I felt excited n I love it very much!!!xD

Last Monday,I hv completed my HE n ENG presentations as well as my dancing test on the same day!

it's really exhausted!my brain was very heavy tat day as i hv 2 memorize all the contents!

Finally I hv done it!! i was very happy...xD

Furthermore, i hv obtained good marks on my tests....

I felt satisfied wif it....

but it's just the beginning...still hv more tests are around the corner....

hopefully i could perform well on my tests....

haizzz....tmr n saturday hv 2 attend 2 college just for 1 hour n 30 minutes on both of the days.....i dislike tat!! but we hv no choice...T_T

ErRmm....actually I had start 2 like TARC now....

TARC is seems like a shopping complex every day...xD

they always sell a lot of things there....

in fact, it's fun and enjoyable as there always held a lot of activities!

be4 tis, i might think negatively about college life....but actually....i just realized tat it still has some enjoyable times there! (only when i'm free)^^

MISS MY SISTAS SOooooOOO MUCHH!!!!

duno how r them n how's everything going now???

i hope they r missing me too..xD

quite a long time didn't meet n chat ad...T_T

i wish all of them r fine n well now~^^

DID YOU GUYS HEAR ME???!!!!haha

Oppss~~2am+ ad...i got to slp now...GOOD NIGHT guyss!!hehe

STRESS..........

2011-06-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

haiizz....college life is really out of my imagination!!
i felt quite stress nowadays....
my subjects mostly is about calculation~
i still hv 2 face my most hatred subject-Quantitative studies(is mostly related 2 add maths) and the most blurred subject-Microeconomics!@@

i hv 2 rush 4 doing all the tutorial questions,assignments, presentations, tests n more....
1 by 1 non-stop coming 2 us...
i was extremely busy n felt exhausted 4 completing all those stuffs....
even my co-curricular(contemporary dance) also hv 2 do assignment too!><

i'm gonna mad n crazy soon!
now is just the beginning...but i had already suffered with this kind of life!
i think it is not much difference compare 2 my secondary-school life....it might be more tougher, busier n stress....
in fact,it is not fun or enjoyable as wat i thought be4 in my mind!T_T
Am i thinking negatively or exerting too much stress on myself??!!

HELP ME !!!><

*i may not free 2 update my blog temporary...

31/5/11

2011-06-13T22:10:00.002+08:00

Yesss!!! i have passed my driving test on tis day!!
i was extremely happy!!haha
becoz my driving-trainer always scold me n he seems like predict tat i may failed the test....
he told me many times tat don't "break-record" among of his students !!
i hate him so much!!
i was totally inconfident during tat day....
but at last i have passed the test successfully!!
THX MY GOD!!xD
actually i also couldn't believe tat i will passed the test....

after i have finished my test....
the examiner told me tat i had did wrong during the test...i almost wanna cry once i heard tat...
finally when i truly look on the result, i just realized tat he was just teasing me !!
omg!!almost heart-attacked huh!!

MY TRAINER WAS DROPPED-SPECTACLES!!!haha

By the way, i was not dare 2 drive when i saw many cars on the road==
but i would try my best 2 attempt n adapt it...
hopefully i could do tat as soon as possible!!!

16/5/11

2011-06-10T01:00:00.007+08:00

Yeah!!Purple!!

I was riding a real horse there

Purple again!!xD

Guess where am i??!
Australia?Japan?or London?haha
nono~i had went 2 visit I-City^^

It was a marvellous place! Nice views & scenes...a wonderful area which is most suitable 4 who like 2 capture photos~

I love tat place especially "Snowalk",inside there was absolutely cold!!
Compare 2 Genting Snow world, Snowalk was more cold, funnier,larger n beautiful!!
cold until almost couldn't breath inside!
bt I love it so much!^^

It was really a nice place 2 visit!!

NEW COLLEGE LIFE!!

2011-05-14T13:08:00.003+08:00

FINALLY....my new college life has just begin since last week.....
i hv 2 farewell my past long-term holiday n those non-freedom school life too...xD
said goodbye 2 BORING,DREAMING,SLEEPING,PLAYING,OUTING n more...hehe

i'm studying in TARC which is Diploma in Accounting....

tis course in our college consists of almost 1000 students!! i was shocked when i knew tat....
it's really cool huh!!xD

during the orientation last week, i had participated OO n TT (tarcians may noe wat's tat)
it's about talents competition among students....
actually i just join 4 fun....just 2 attempt it...
i can't belive tat i had passed those auditions....
in fact, i wish i could be 1 of the OO finalist....
but i fail 2 do so....T_T
i'm not very interested in TT therefore i had give up 2 attend the 3rd audition, as well as there hv many competitors...they sang very well...especially boys...
i hope i wont regret later of making tis decision 2 give up...><

tis week we just attended Lectures lessons....next week onwards will start Tutorial as well...
i had fall asleep many times during lectures session even the lecturer is joking....OMG!!
i really dislike myself!!!!
i duno why tat i'm so sleepy....
i'm wondering tat whether i dislike 2 study or i'm still in the holiday mood or wat...??
i can't be like tat continuously!! i hope tat i wont be like tat anymore from now onwards!!
where's the previous ME huh??!

i'm glad tat i could meet those ex-classmates there....
especially my best fren-stephanie....
she is my good partner n classmate....we had been studied in the same class since form 1 n sat beside each other 4 so many years....
i'm happy tat now i'm still together wif her...as well as hui min n yi juen...
we r in the same tutorial group n lectures...
btw...still hv many frens who i haven't meet yet in the college....

actually i'm finding some1 who can fetch me usually if possible.....
i could pay back 2 him/her....
who else can fetch me huh???==

NEW STUDY LIFE IS BEGINNING NOW....
GOOD LUCK 2 EVERYONE & ALL THE BEST YA~^^

MY BUSY LIFE IS COMING SOON HUH??==

26/4/11

2011-04-26T15:18:00.008+08:00

last sunday we went 2 mavis house in order 2 farewell her...

we had a joyful night there....

actually i'm glad tat i had been invited...coz i tot she will invite some1 who i hate n wont invite me....

haizzz....bt i felt discontented tat i just took a few photos wif them coz i'm late due 2 the english lesson as well as i didn't take any photos wif mavis...T_T

she cried when we gonna leaved....i felt sad too...

my dear fren, don cry....we r frens wherever n whenever...

i will miss u....

once u holiday must come back n find us hang out 2gether oh....ok??^^

u r such a good n lovely fren....we love u always...xD

I WISH U ALL THE BEST HERE & HAPPY 4EVER....

GOOD LUCK!!!

frankly,i felt unhappy n moody tat day due 2 some of the reasons....

hard 2 describe it....

my best sista knew about it....

my tears almost drop down....

i'm glad tat she understand me well...

but she gonna leave on next month too....T_T

hhMmMM~~

FINALLY.......most of my frens already knew about it....

i no need 2 conceal anymore....

ya...I'M IN A relationship now....

2day is our 2nd month anniversary....we had been together since 2 months ago...

i tried 2 keep it as a secret but finally it had been disclosed....

well,it is fine actually.....

but i think it's quite fast 2 let them noe==

anyway...as long as we r together in happiness is good enough....

he treat me well till now....sometimes he will do some silly things becoz of me....

in fact,i felt touching n appreciate him much....

but i think i'm not such a good gf compare wif my 1st relationship....

becoz i had learnt something n try 2 change myself since i get hurt last time....

hopefully tis time i wont get hurt anymore....

n i hope tat i could trust him more....

i wish tat he wont same as my EX!!!

in fact,the deeply scar inside my heart still not disappear yet...but i will try my best 2 make it invisible 4ever....

i hope those past memories could disappear as soon as possible....

hopefully i could do tat!!

if not....my life would be colourless><

WOOWW!!!

2011-04-19T17:25:00.007+08:00

17/4

2day i went 2 sungei wang 2 support my best sista-pooi yee..

she had participated in a singing competition....

but unfortunately she doesn't been shorlisted..T_T

she said tat she didn't feel sad...i hope so...

there were many competitors...most of them sang well...

PY>i just wanna say tat actually u r good enough...as long as u had did ur best...don sad ya...i will support u 4ever!!!hehe....

next time take part again lo...still hv a long time n many chances waiting u...ur singing is good...just need 2 improve more...

don give up easily ohh!!love u^^

THESE IS HER SINGING VIDEO....

HOPE SHE DON MIND TAT I POST IT HERE==

NICEEEE???!!

WeEeee~tat day he bought me many trousers n clothes....i wanna pay back him but he keep on reject it><...anyway...i felt very happy n appreciate him!!!^^

i felt enjoyed during shopping time...xD

ohya~2night i just went 2 saloon n renewed my hair fringe...

any comment??^^

18/4

2day morning he suddenly told me tat he didn't go 2 work n date me 2 JOGOYA 4 lunch...

tis is the 1st time i went there....

there r having promotion now...i think is buy 1 free 1...just cost RM98.30 for 2 pax...it's quite worth huh!xD

when v reached there,there had a lot of guests were waiting outside the restaurant...

the restaurant quite squeeze due 2 the crowded...when i went in...i felt like headache@@

there served various types of foods...both of us ate until very full==

at the end my stomach had no more space 2 add in those desserts...T_T

bt i ate many scoops of HAEGEN-DAZ ice-cream..hehe...

after tat,we went 2 pavilion 2 watch SCREAM 4..

woow!!it's a horror movie...

at 1st i tot it's a ghost movie....i'm very interested...

bt actually the movie isn't about ghost...it's about a killer-woman....

it's quite scary n fear huh...i had get shocked many times while watching the movie==

EXCITED DAYS!!!

2011-04-11T17:23:00.009+08:00

9/4/11

WOHoo!!2day had a great day in Sunway Lagoon wif my best frens....

even juz 4 ppl...we still had a lot of fun n felt very excited!!

I LOVE SUNWAY LAGOON SO MUCH!!XD

i had been a long long time didn't went there since i was a primary student...

bt i was quite upset tat i can't go 2 extreme park n scream park...coz all of them felt scared of tat T_T

so we just went to 3 parks oni...

hopefully next time would have chance 2 enjoy the ALL PARKS^^

we felt very tired tat day....but amazing!!hehe

bt my hand n backside quite pain now><

~MY BESTIES~

THE MOST FUNNIEST PHOTO OF US WHICH IS CAPTURED INSIDE THE POOL~HAHA

~4 OF US~

8/4/11

2night i went 2 SAKAE SUSHI @ FAHRENHEIT 88 for dinner...

yummYy~~

after tat i went 2 SUMMIT SHOP n bought a high-heels shoe^^

i felt very happy tat finally i had bought a branded high-heels shoe 4 myself...about 3-inch...

bt i'm worried about whether i would used 2 wear it anot...i'm afraid of PK while wearing it..pls don let it happen..xD

THX 2 SOME1 WHO BOUGHT ME TIS SHOE....

3/4/11

2day i went 2 FULL HOUSE @ Sunway Pyramid...

ermm...the restaurant was quite unique n nice...

btw....mayb due 2 the crowded surrounding....i dont felt it is very romantic actually==

bt i like the design of the restaurant....it is beautiful....

the F&B are a bit expensive...

i ate the SEA BASS fish....in fact,it isn't very tasty n not worth 2 eat....

after main course...we ate desserts too!!

the desserts look nice n delicious^^

TIS IS THE MENU...UNIQUE & INDIFFERENT COMPARE 2 OTHERS

DESSERTS TIME!!YUMMmy~~!!!

TQ VERY MUCH 2 SOME1 WHO BROUGHT ME TO THOSE PLACES~

I FELT QUITE HAPPINESS~^^

DIPLOMA IN ACCOUNTING

2011-04-04T13:41:00.005+08:00

呼。。。。终于忙完我手头上的事了。。

总算减少了我的烦恼。。。头脑也变得没那么沉重了。。

之前为了读书的事。。。跟我爸爸谈到哭了。。

因为他一开始就帮我决定了这个那个的。。

我好像一点选择的自由都没有。。。我觉得他似乎没顾及我的感受。。

身边很多人甚至老师都说我这样的成绩不该读TARC。。又说那间学院不好又什么的。。我做工的老板还说我没大志耶。。

所以那时我真的很乱。。不懂怎样好。。更不懂该听谁说才是对的。。。爸爸又坚持要我读那间。。又说要报名了。。所以我忍不住之下哭了好久。。哭了几小时。。

我哭了后的另外一天。。爸爸就似乎七十二变的。。他问我到底想读哪里。。让我自己选。。

他为了我。。竟在做工时间时去了两间学院帮我找资料。。

当我知道爸爸这样为我。。我觉得他怎样都是为我好的。。我应该听从他的话。。

其实我之前有想过要读TAYLOR的。。我以为我可以申请到奖学金。。那就不是大问题了。。

怎知爸爸帮我问了后。。原来以我的成绩只可以扣到RM4000罢了。。

那边的学费真的很贵耶。。不是一般人可以应付得来的T_T...

所以最后我也决定了听爸爸的话读TARC。。

在ACCOUNTING & BUSINESS　ADMINISTRATION之间挣扎了很久。。。终于我做出了选择。。

就是>>>>>>DIPLOMA IN ACCOUNTING

虽然当我爸叫我读的时候。。我是很不愿。。

可是当我去ＯＰＥＮ　ＤＡＹ那天。。刚好有个小讲座。。

我终于清醒了。。令我做到决定了！！

那位讲师在讲座会所说的都好像是我想得到的答案。。

她说可以试下读会计先。。过了２个ＳＥＭＥＳＴＥＲ后。。如果我真的考不到或不喜欢。。可以换去BUSINESS或其他科也不迟。。

可是若我读上了business administration我就不能回头了。。一定要读下去。。而且这一科至少要读上专业课程才有用的。。DEGREE在这一科是很难找到工作的。。

而且那讲师还说以我的成绩是很适合读会计的。。因为我考Ａ＋的科目都是关于计算的。。

可是我总觉得我在计算方面还不是很灵敏耶。。看我以前的高数就知道了＞＜

既然她酱说。。我就去试下读吧。。如果我后悔也来得及啊。。

当时我终于觉悟了。。我也明白当初为何爸爸和哥哥都一直鼓励我去读会计了。。

我每次都说要读BUSINESS。。爸总是问我到底知不知道BUSINESS是什么。。。

他是个ＡＣＣＯＵＮＴＡＮＴ。。我明白他当然很想我读这科啊。。我就听他的吧。。

可能我读了后真的有兴趣呢。。。

我也不想再为了这件事而烦。。又跟他吵架了。。

终于报了名。。不用再烦了。。

读那间学院我还可以获取ＦＵＬＬ　ＳＣＨＯＬＡＲＳＨＩＰ呢。。。在其他学院或大学就未必可以那么好了。。

之前当我拿成绩时。。还担心我考不到全科Ａ而拿不到满奖学金呢。。

原来ＴＡＲＣ　９Ａ‘Ｓ以上就会自动获得ＦＵＬＬ　ＳＣＨＯＬＡＲＳＨＩＰ了。。

我也很开心.....可以靠自己。。也可以减轻爸的负担。。又不用向外借款。。

这是令我感到很欣慰的事。。。

我也申请了新加坡的ＡＳＥＡＮ　ＳＣＨＯＬＡＲＳＨＩＰ。。

寄了我的资料过去。。今天是截止日期了。。

我是担心他们是否收到了没有。。因为我星期日才寄的。。

其实。。。我也不懂自己想不想去那边读的。。。虽说新加坡是很好。。但毕竟那里的水准很高。。我英文又不是很好。。。怎样应付得来呢？？

只是爸爸叫我试下申请看能不能。。。我只好那样做吧。。

但我想机会也不大吧。。因为他们主要是看英文水准的耶。。

如果真的录取的话。。要等到明年才开学。。。而且PRE—U好像要读两年耶〉〈

嗯。。。我现在没做工了。。。

因为这个月我打算好好休息下，“煲带”，准备开学的事，去SHOPPING，去玩个痛快！！哈哈

我也想买些衣服读书穿的。。因为那位讲师说我们应该要穿得专业一点。。不要像其它那样==

五月要开学噜~~~

就要展开新的一幕了。。呵呵。。

有点期待呢。。。

这个星期六打算跟朋友们去SUNWAY LAGOON....希望她们可以去咯。。

我不想再取消了。。。我想快快去耶。。嘿嘿。。

我最不想让我的好朋友知道的事。。。她终于知道了。。。

她真的生气我了。。。

我不跟她说的原因就是不想这样啊。。。

这次还是我自己说出来的。。。

我还以为她会接受到或已经预了会发生的。。。

怎知。。。她很大反应〉〈

唉。。。我也不知该怎么办好耶。。。

我真的很希望这件事不会影响我们之间的友谊。。。

我也不明白为何她会这样。。

有很多事。。。我是解释不到的。。

我也不知道自己是不是真的做错了。。

我希望她会原谅我。。。

我们仍然还是4个好姐妹啊。。

我也希望她家里的事可以尽快解决。。。不要哭！！我们还在你身边支持你的！！

虽然我知道你不会看我的部落格。。。但这些都是我心里想跟你说的。。

对不起丫。。。

ANUGERAH CEMERLANG SMKCP

2011-03-31T17:14:00.005+08:00

haizz...they always spell my name wrongly><

上个星期六，我跟爸爸出席了学校的颁奖典礼。。
令我难以置信的是我竟然是去年ADD MATHS最好的学生。。
根本就是没可能吧。。。我觉得他们可能搞错了。。。
我的高数一向都不是考到很好啊。。。最差就是这一科了。。
排队都不会轮到我啦。。。
当我知道后。。。我都呆了一下耶。。
我的敌人竟然变成了我的朋友？？哈哈
有个朋友提醒了我去年有一次考试我考到100分。。或许是因为这样吧。。我也忘记了。。
但我也很开心有这个荣誉。。

当我在台上领奖时。。爸竟然吻了我一下。。令我很尴尬呢><

我获得了RM90。。

原来有个朋友跟我同病相连。。他也是考获9A'S。。华语考B+
WAT A PITY!!!

那天有个老师说为什么那个贱男那么没眼光。。。我听到后不懂应该开心或伤心好。。
只跟他说我不想提到那个人了。。因为我真的很恨他。。
拿成绩那一天。。国语老师也跟我说关于他的事情。。我跟老师说我跟他分手了。。原来她一直都不赞成我们一起的。。还说了很多他不好的话。。她还叫我走去他班让他看下现在的我。。。想不到老师也会有这样的说法耶。。当然我不会那样做。。
他的事与我无关了！！
那天我不知道那个女的是故意还是无意。。明知道我排在她后面。。还要叫那个男的走过来。。两个一直在我面前谈天。。。
虽然事情也过了一段日子。。。但我说过我不会忘记他们怎样对我的。。
到现在我还是很憎恨他们。。直到永远！！
那当然。。我没有想过要报复什么的。。。我没至于那么傻
但听到老师们那样跟我说。。。其实我心底也蛮开心的。。。
没有了他。。我还有更多选择。。活得更美好！！

23/3/11 SPM RESULT' DAY

2011-03-29T11:57:00.006+08:00

成绩终于出来噜~~~

现在才有时间来这里跟大家分享下我的喜悦。。。

我考获9A'S 1B+

很平均的是。。3A+,3A-,3A

果然是天平座的我。。哈哈

拿成绩那一天。。我真的好紧张。。

到了学校我的心跳更是加速了。。

当我排队等着拿成绩时。。我的朋友走过来问我要不要知道我的成绩。。因为他已经看到了。。

我矛盾了几下后。。叫他告诉我。。

当他跟我讲了后。。我好像没有想象中那么开心。。或许是因为那张成绩单还没到我手上吧。。

到了关键时刻。。终于到我拿成绩了。。我以非常期待和高兴的心情去领我的成绩。。。

怎知。。。。老师竟然说我不能拿。。因为我还没交PIBG费！！！

当时我有想过到底他是不是在跟我开玩笑呢。。

原来他是认真的！！！

那时我很生气！！我明明去年已经给完了。。

他又问我有没有单据，交给了谁？？

那么久的事我都忘记了。。而且单据也不懂还在不在啊！！！

我坚持说我给了。。如果我没交清的话。。去年一定有人催我给的啊。。

老师叫我给RM50才能拿成绩。。那时我很不甘也很不爽！！

好像给钱来买我的成绩那样。。

我忍不住哭了。。然后打给爸爸问他还有没有收着那收据。。

他说不懂收在哪里。。要找下看。。

爸叫我给着钱先。。找到收据才跟他讨回。。

当时我就只好那样做。。

有个朋友叫我不要给钱先。。叫他们查清楚。。

但那时我已经给钱了。。

我爸打去办公室。。之后有个老师跟我说她相信我有交钱。。

叫我拿回那RM50就去拿成绩。。

搞了那么多事我终于领到我的成绩了！！！

本来那一天我应该很开心才对。。就是因为这件事令我很不开心又哭了！！

真是被他们气死！！

心情被搞砸了！！！

都不懂他们搞什么的！！胡乱冤枉我！！

很多老师都替我感到高兴。。华语老师却一直拿着我的成绩不放。。

因为华语令我考不到全科A。。就是差那一点！！真的很可惜！！心很挣扎啊！！

虽然我已经预了。。但是我还很希望奇迹会出现。。最终却还是一样。。

华语啊！！为何你不争气点呢。。为何到成绩的最后你出现个B+给我。。

如果是B我都不会那么埋怨。。但竟然是B+!!!

就只差那一点耶！！有点不甘。。

我有想过要给钱从改的。。但又怕成绩可能会比现在更差。。所以。。。算了。。最后还是接受这个现实吧！！

但最令我惊讶的是我的ADD MATHS竟然可以考获A+。。这是我万万没想到的。。

毕竟我的高数一向以来都不是很好丫。。

无论如何。。我对这成绩都很满意的。。。

我很开心的是。。。家人，老师和亲戚们都替我感到很兴奋。。这是我最想要的。。

不开心的是因为华语。。。我自己知道自己的事。。哎，，算了吧。。

大家都说没关系。。我尽力了就好了。。

令我对得起自己的是。。我没有被去年那件心痛不已的事影响到我的成绩。。

还有我最感激的就是没有白费我一直以来的努力。。果然皇天不负有心人。。令我考获这佳绩。

尤其是高数。。我终于能打败你这个眼中钉了！！哈哈

那天我很忙。。一直走来走去。。又听电话。。又要找老师。。

朋友们都等到我不耐烦了。。

我想跟你们说对不起哦。。

那天我不是故意要你们等的。。。

也很感谢我的好姐妹一直陪着我又走上走下。。不好意思哟。。呵呵。。

最后。。我要恭喜所有考获佳绩的朋友们。。替你们感到高兴丫！！

也很感谢所有支持，鼓励，称赞以及恭喜我的人。。

考不好的朋友们。。不要灰心哦。。！！往前看~继续努力吧！！

天生我才必有用啊！！嘿嘿。。

GOOD LUCK!!!

2011-03-22T12:15:00.003+08:00

oWhh~finally the day which we r awaiting is tmr!!

quite nervous huh...dunno whether tonight could slp anot~xD

wondering wat time is the result coming out 2mr~

i wished i could get straight A's as PMR(if possible)..but of coz i don hv much confidence tat i can do it...

god bless me!!i'm afraid n wondering...

i'm scared of made my family n relatives disappointed...

anyway...wat i can do now is juz waiting 4 the result come out n face 2 the fact~

GOOD LUCK 2 ALL THE SPM CANDIDATES!!

WISH U CAN GET A PERFECT RESULT YA~

IF YOU THINK U CAN...U CAN!!!HAHA...

烦！烦！

2011-03-02T15:37:00.004+08:00

唉。。我现在真的好烦。。。

之前就整天无所事事。。闷得要发霉。。

现在却一下很多事涌着过来。。。

本来已经打算做着astro那份工。。一星期三天。。

其余的时间就可以一边学舞，学车，学英文的。。

可是突然阿姨又找到工给我做。。

我也不好意思拒绝。。毕竟是我之前讲要做的。。可是等了很久都没消息。。我以为她不请人了。。所以也找着其他工来做。。

如果我做了这份工。。那我就不能学英文了。。

是我自己先说要学英文。。如果给爸知道他一定很生气的。。

毕竟他都不赞成我做工的。。现在还因此而放弃学英文。。

他也帮我找到一间不错的。。

上次也试过跟他吵到哭了。。

我越来越觉得自己像个不孝女呢。><

我真的不懂怎样才是两全其美的决定。。

虽然我不是等钱用。。但我又想试下新的工作。。不想令阿姨难做啊。。

我又很想学英文。。

唉。。有工做又烦。。没工做也烦。。

我的"sunway lagoon plan"又泡汤了。。

有件事。。不懂怎样说出口。。

如果让别人知道了。。不懂他们会有什么反应呢？？

我也还没有心里准备。。。只好隐瞒着吧。。

希望若有一天他们知道了不会怪我。。><

听哥说SPM成绩确定了会在11号出。。真的吗？？

出了成绩又要烦着读什么好。。。真的好烦啊!!!

前几天做了两份工。。都很满意的。。。

最爽就是那天做了两个小时。。就有RM100了！开心死我。。

人家刚去着上班。。我就回着家噜~~

那份工还很简单的。。

如果每天有得做那就好噜~~哈哈

明天本来有得去酒店做工的。。

为了学舞不能做。。有点可惜丫T_T

到底怎么办才好丫？？！！

HAPPY CHINESE RABBIT YEAR

2011-02-12T22:20:00.003+08:00

NEW LOOK!NEW HAIRSTYLE!!!^_^

I'M BACK!!!!!XDD

finally my internet is back 2 my new home~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!GONG HEI FAT COI!!!

STAY HAPPY N HEALTHY uhh~!!!

(i noe it is quite late of the wishes) as long as cny nt yet passed...^^

ohya...my hair has been highlight...

many of them said it is nice...however some of them said nt nice..

most of them said i had become a LALA...

no!!i'm not!!just becoz of my hair...

i'm still the same as be4...

pls don think like tat....

actually it is not wat i wan 4 my hair...

i tot after highlight would made my hair colour more visible...

so i decided 2 highlight it...

who knows in the end the result is like tat...

however...i didn't felt regret...

it had brought me a new image...a bad image???

"rice had become porridge"i cant say anything...just 2 accept..

thx 2 my sis who sponsor me some $$..hehe

actually i felt happy too...coz gt some1 said i'm mixed...some1 said i'm like a model==

just wondering wat's my dad response after he saw me???

i'm quite scare actually....

btw...as long as tis is still who i'm is enough...

ytd night went 2 mavis hse 4 a visit n BBQ...

WALAU！！！her hse is great!!i love it very much!!!

envy of her><

she is so happiness...i hope tat we can always go 2 her hse...haha

bt her hse quite far lo...

i wished i could same like her one day later...

mayb it is just a dream huh...??!!!hoho

2mr i'm going 2 Pn.Foong hse wif frens...miss her so much!!!

TIRED

2011-01-10T13:41:00.004+08:00

i was quite tired in tis few days...

last Friday n Saturday, i went 2 kampung pandan DRAGON BOAT restaurant 2 work as a waitress...

it was damn tired....

the 1st day i worked there i was quite afraid n nervous since tis was my 1st job..

the dishes were very heavy...

i was very scared tat i might drop off or broke those dishes...

fortunately i never did tat...

the 1st day was a bit easy 4 me...coz gt a kakak helped me since the captain asked her 2 lead me as i was a new waitress there...both of us in charge of 3 table of customers...

in the second day....i was relatively busy n tired...

coz tat day jus me alone in charge of 2 table of customers....

i went in and out 2 the kitchen many times compared 2 the 1st day...

i worked until my face looks very red....they tot me had drank wine..haha

those chef keep on asked my name but i didnt answer them...

gt a customer more funny...he asked wat's my FB??omg!!

i jus smiled 2 them n didnt reply any....

gt 2 customers praised me very hardworking n good girl...

i was glad 2 listen tat...hehe

actually i wasn't need more money...i just don wan waste my time 4 just staying at home do nothing...so i prefer 2 find a part-time job 4 temporary oni...just hope 2 gain some experiences...

coz tis month i'm going 2 shift soon...quite busy...after tis i might look 4 a full-time job next month after chinese new year...

although i was relatively busy n tired...but indeed i was very excited n enjoyed it...

fortunately i didn't do any mistake....completed my work finally...

ytd just went 2 attend undang course wif my frens which at SUNGAI BULOH...

in fact it was quite bored at there...woke up in the early morning n back in the evening...

i dislike the lecturer!!! coz he had touched me many times...

i was wondering whether he was purposely or just a habit...

he was an old chinese man..fulled of white hair...

i was very frighten of him!!!

hope i wont meet him next time...PLS!!!

gonna shift home in tis saturday....busy 4 packing my stuff now...

don misunderstand....i'm nt shift 2 a banglo or a big house...

i just shift 2 below which at 6th floor since there hv 3 rooms...

same side as my hse now....

after shifted home oni take my Undang test...might be next week...wish i could pass it^^

i'm waiting 4 the promoter job too...hope i gt the chance 2 work it as i wanna try a new job!!

glad 2 know tat my fren n the man was fine now....THX GOD!!!

2/1/11

2011-01-02T23:08:00.005+08:00

today early in the morning i went 2 wangsa maju there 2 farewell my lovely sista as she is going 2 NS...

there was very crowded...

i saw 2 of my primary school frens as they were sitting inside the bus...

luckily they still could recognized me^^

SISTA...GONNA MISS U SO MUCH!!!

we r waiting u come back....muacKKZZzxx!!!

to all my frens who is going 2 NS...wish u all the best n must take care !!

becareful ya~enjoy urself!!

TO 1 OF MY BEST FRENS....

i was very shocked when i heard u said tat in the phone...

i'm very worried about u...

i hope u could be strong n determined no matter anything happen...

i wished tat the man would recover back as soon as possible n would possessed a healthy body...

GOD BLESS HIM!!!!

PLSSSS....don let my fren sad....

i reli don hope tat thing will happen on u...

every time when i was unhappy or confront wif those difficulties...u sure would helped n comfort me....we understand each other very well...

now i'm very sad tat i can't help u anything...

i just could bless u n him....

MY FREN....ADD OIL!!!DON THINK NEGATIVE....BE STRONG!!

HOPE HE COULD PASSED TIS DIFFICULTY !!!

WISH U & THE MAN ARE FINE NOW & ALWAYS....

found out tat my frens who always chat wif me has disappeared 1 by 1...

start 2 feel lonely now....T_T

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2011-01-02T22:04:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!!

GOODBYE TO 2010!!

A NEW YEAR~A NEW LIFE!!!!

wish u all the best tis year!!!

i had celebrated new year at Genting wif my dearest frens tis year~

we had fun at there!!

however~felt very disappointed tat we can't watch any fireworks there...coz of the bad weather(heavily mist)

tis was the 1st time i went 2 genting 2 celebrate new year...

the reason is i hope can watch the wonderful fireworks display...enjoying an unique new year~

at last...we were extremely disappointed!!!

wasted my time n money!!!made me so moody~

i think next time should be celebrate at KL better...><

btw...gt 2 unknown reporter interviewed me...

i was quite surprised n excited...

i told her tat i was very disappointed n upset...maybe wont visit there next year...

they captured few photos wif me...

wondering where they will publish it??

coz i duno which publisher are them...4got 2 ask==

just slept few hours in the room...coz i met my babe there...

soooo.....tired n sleepy

ohya...honestly, the hotel's buffet breakfast nt nice at all n nt much varities~

next>>>ARCHERY!!!!

i found it so long...just knew tat it had shifted 2 another place...

all my sisters were very tired n give up 2 find the place...

at last...i found it!!!!so happy!!!hehe

the worker told me tat TIMES SQUARE might hv archery later~

he asked me 2 promise him tat i will work at there as a coach==

had an enjoyable moment there!!!

bt it caused my left hand pain until now..i think is muscle pulled...

the archery quite heavy n nt easy 2 play...

most of the boys played very well...

ohyaa...i love the car races at outdoor theme park...

tat was the 1st time i played n i gt no.1...haha

so cool n amazing!!!

altot we had no chance 2 watch the fireworks display...

however...we had a lot of funs at GENTING!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2010-12-27T16:22:00.006+08:00

oww...i passed the christmas eve uniquely tis year...

it could considered as my 1st time...

don misunderstand ya...nt 失身夜..haha

guess wat???

i went 2 my fren's church during tis christmas eve...

i tot i can't go originally...coz i knew tat my mum dislike me go 2 church...

tat day i hv been invited 2 few events too...

confused whether want 2 attend which 1...

or just accompany my mum at home...

finally i decided 2 go 2 church as my mum allow me 2 go there...

the events quite enjoyable...

i was very excited when i gt a bear bear...haha...

they r very friendly....

there was a lot of interesting performances too...

i was shocked n surprised when my fren sang very well wif guitar on the stage...

he was very talented...

i can't imagine tat...haha

glad 2 noe tat huh...

i just can said tat church is a very peaceful place...

those christians was quite active n friendly...

there hv a lot of activities...

thx 2 lok wui who invited me 2 attend it...

yea...my bear...thx 2 tat HUI HUI...a funny boy^^

both of us also hv 1...

the next day during christmas...i hang out wif frens...

we watched TRON....

owwwhh!!!it was a best movie!!!

i like it very much!!!

it was very cool n amazing...i like the races...

so cool huh....

i cried at the end when his father sacrifices himself 2 save his son....

so touching n great....!!!

after tat we went 2 dolphin at night...

we played cards at there...

had fun wif them...quite excited..haha

frens...must hv next time ya~XD

20/12-SMKCP PROM NIGHT

2010-12-27T15:30:00.006+08:00

my prom look^^

ohyaa...i had dyed my hair...

hmm....quite busy recently...

now oni free 2 post it...

actually it was not an masqurade night...

coz we all didn't wear the mask==

in fact...most of us quite bored at there...

coz not all of us involved in the games...

so we just sitting there n watched...

anyway...i was enjoyed in the dancing part...

when sista said tat our singing performance had cancelled becoz of the games had taken too long time...so no time 4 us 2 sing...i was quite moody...

altot i knew i will very nervous when i sing in front of them...

but i had practiced 4 a long time

so tat time i was very down n upset...

however...i just show my happy face...

just 4got about it n dance until crazy...xD

at last...when the prom was going 2 end...

jia yee told us tat we can sing...==

tat time i was not ready yet...coz i tot it had cancelled ad...

i was wondering wanna sing anot...

afraid tat i can't sing well coz i was shouting be4 tat...

i felt quite nervous when we were performing...

however...we had successfully finished our performance...

ohyaa...i like their dancing performance too!!!

it was very amazing n cool!!!

especially Mei Kei...she danced very well...

i prefer the part she dance...

my other frens not bad too...^^

btw....TQ VERY MUCH

to all the organizers, planners n others who helped 2 hold this event n decorated the ballroom...

here are some of the photos...

CHEERSS guys...!!!xD

leng lui pei yee...^^

my lovely sista...

handsome guys here..XD

my dear sista...

the PROM KING!!!!congratzz!!!^^

TO U....WHO I HATE THE MOST

2010-12-22T13:45:00.002+08:00

本来我已不想提到关于你们的事。。

一点都不想看你的部落。。

不过有人问我是不是原谅了你。。说你在部落里好像是在写着我。。

所以我去看了。。

很不幸地。。我一点都没原谅过你。。

请你别误会。。别妄想

我不懂什么事令你产生这种错觉。。。

我说过不原谅。。就是不会原谅！！

对。。你们觉得我小气也好。。什么都好。。

我并不在乎。。

事情发生后到现在。。。

你们连一句对不起都没有。。。

还能很开心地在一起。。

完全没有理我的感受。。。给我带来了那么深的伤害。。

我还能微笑地对着你们。。装着没事吗？？

对不起。。我做不到！！

因为我是人。。

我不会做戏。。也讨厌双面人。。

我就是我！！！

我不能扮。。我也扮不到。。

请问你有哪一点值得我原谅的呢??!!!!

我曾经的确努力着学习宽恕。。

可是如果我原谅了你们。。就等于伤害了自己。。

不知为何我看了你那样写。。我流泪了。。

应该是令我想起了你们对我所做过的一切。。

还有。。。你没有资格评定我现在是快乐的。。

我快不快乐。。只有我自己知道。。。

表面上的我是很快乐。。因为我不想让身边的人担心我。。

但是我心里有多痛。。你知道吗？？！！

我真的很想很想快点完全忘记你们。。

大家各不相干！！

如果可以给我选择。。我宁愿从来没认识过你们！！

这样我现在的生活或许可以好过一点。。

所以请你从此别提到我。。

我也不想提起你。。

还有不要说你在乎我。。我不会感激你的。。

你这样对我。。还敢说那些话？？

只会令我感到可笑。。

不要来看我的部落。。。不要来干涉我的生活。。。

在我的记忆以及生命里消失。。。

别再让我看到你们！！！

也别以为我可以那么轻易就原谅你们。。

除非我失忆了！！

我的容忍度是有限的。。请别再点起我的火了！！！

我只会当你们是我最讨厌的人！！！

THE LAST DAY...

2010-12-16T16:22:00.002+08:00

FINALLY COMES 2 AN END!!!!!

2010-12-14T22:01:00.007+08:00

wOOhHOO!!!!HOoraYY!!

finally SPM IS FINISHED!!!

CHHeerssSS!!!!clap~clap!!!

now is the time 4 me to enjoy,rest,relax,play n play!!!!

wahhahaa!!!

i'm waiting 4 tis for a long long time!!!

finally...is the end!!!!

"IS THE END OF MY SPM"

"IS THE END OF MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE"

thx 2 all who encouraged me~

especially my family members~

they seems like more nervous than me...

they always asked me how was my exam going on...

n said " u sure can de la..."==

anyway...everything ad passed since tis afternoon..1pm..^^

I'M FREEDOM NOW!!!!

finally i could release my breath~

now i just wished tat i reli can get a perfect result...

don let them disappointed...PLS!!!

coz they reli put a lot of confidence wif me...

btw...i ad tried my best!!!

GOD BLESS ME!!!

umm...so far i hv ad marked all my paper 1...

i was quite satisfied wif it...except SEJ...==

paper 2...ntg 2 say...

for now...

i 'm waiting for prom night,genting,christmas n new year!!!

i hope we can hold a mini trip 2 somewhere else...

but...i think it is failed 2 do so...

coz don hv any planner....

me????felt troublesome n tired when plan something...

coz i have ad experienced those trouble==

n i think wont hv much ppl go too...rite??><

2day is the last day of school in SMK CP

is the last day we wear school uniform..

gonna miss all my schoolmates n teachers...

GOODBYE 2 SMK CP!!!!

i will keep all the memories wif u guys...

muacckkkZZXxx!!!

wish u all the best ya~

hope 2 see u guys soon!!!!

SO SICK!!!

2010-11-11T13:53:00.004+08:00

haizz.....having flu seriously since tis morning

keep on sneezing now!!!

tired 2 study...bt i hv 2 do so...

everytime when exam is coming nearer...

i sure having many types of illness..

such as stomach pain,flu,gastric,headache n manymore...

goshh!!!m i too stressful??

tis time hv 2 get rid of SPM...i'm wondering hw seriously i was...

i reli hope tat i could stay healthy until the end of exam...

god bless me!!!

hate myself tat i'm always so weak!!!

i'm gonna mad now!!!

i still hv 2 face alot of problems in my life...

SPM just left more 12 days from now!!!

i felt very stressful n suffering...

many teachers gave a lot of stress n pressure 2 me...

especially PN. Arsyikin(my bm teacher)

she keep on requested me 2 get A+ for BM....

haizz....i tink i cant do it...

coz in fact my BM nt very good at all...

she made me very stressful...><

n also included BC n ACCOUNT's teachers...

they lay stress on me...

i'm very afraid tat i might let them disappointed

i don hope so....

anyway...thx 2 all my teachers very much!!!

many ppl tot tat i'm a genius or very clever...

seriously....i'm not....

in fact i'm nt as perfect as they think...

i'm also hv my own weakness...

i just forced myself to study hard n do my best in all my exams...

I HATE TO EXAM TOO!!!!

if i don study...i might same wif others too...

to all my frens, teachers,n family members....

pls don tink tat i'm very great...

becoz of others view on me...it made me more stressful...

i reli don like it....

i juz want 2 become a normal student n a normal girl...

it's enough for me if i could make myself satisfied....

u guys made me hard 2 breath sometimes....

actually i just targeted 8A's for SPM

coz my BC n ADD MATHS r damn poor...

btw....i will try my best!!!

of coz i hope 2 get 10A's+...dreaming??haha

hope my dream will come true when i get my result next year....

hate 2 go skul when i saw some1!!!

i wont forgive any ppl who betrayed me!!!!

watever u guys said anything about me...i don care!!!

i'm the sufferer!!!

but i still hv 2 bear 1 more month...

pls disappear in my life forever!!!

GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!

I DON HV A FREN SUCH LIKE U!!!

no matter wat happen now...

i always remind myself I HV 2 BE STRONG!!!

i cant let anything affects my life....

ermmm....i might less update my blog until the end of SPM...

GOOD LUCK 2 ALL MY FRENS...

see ya~

23 days!!!!

2010-10-31T20:19:00.003+08:00

owhhh!!!today is the end of oct...

SPM just left more 23 days to go!!

honestly....i'm quite scared n afraid now...

umm.... i'm quite satisfied wif my trial result...

i gt 9A's & 1C

but some of the subjects i was depends on the tips==

isn't my spm result is tat gud???i hope so...

haizz....i get C for my add maths....

i was quite disappointed when i knew tat...

in fact...i targeted B for my add maths...

i just realized tat my teacher had count less marks 4 me...

but it's too late...

coz the result ad come out.....==

the most worried result 4 my spm is BC & ADD maths....

i hope i could get rid of it!!

especially ADD MATHS!!!

it spoiled my result!!

nowadays i was keep on doing add maths questions

i'm still very weak of tat....

i hope can get gud result in my spm...PLSS!!!

i knew many of my frens were worried about me...

i'm fine now...

i will tried my best 2 be stronger n happier...

thx 4 the caring n solicitude....

i will control my tears...

to the guest here...altot i duno hu r u guys...

but i reli appreiate it...

TQ VERY MUCH 2 all my frens!!!

felt sad tat my 2 best frens said tat i'm also wrong...

coz they don't understand me....

haizz....nvm....i didn't blame them....

just a bit upset...

actually hu can tell me wat is frens mean??

frens is to exploit??lie??betray??

i was very scared now....

scared 2 be frens wif others....

in fact...hv how many true frens in my life??

i reli duno......

ohya....,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

to all my frens...

SPM JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!!

pls study hard ya~

don play play ad...xD

good luck & gambateh!!!!

+U+U!!!!^^

BITCH!!!!!!!

2010-10-27T10:32:00.005+08:00

我是全世界最笨最傻最蠢的人！！！

我的心非常痛。。。

痛得难以呼吸。。。就快要窒息了！！

现在的我。。好辛苦！！好痛苦！！

好不容易我慢慢地接受了我们分手的事实。。

我的心情慢慢平复着。。

可是现在。。。。

我还要承受更大的打击！！

我实在接受不到他是这种人！！

他是我遇过最臭最贱的男人！！

我不敢相信这是他！！！

如果不是我亲眼看到。。

我真的不肯相信！！

看到我这样。。你还好意思笑着问我怎么了!!

你还能若无其事！！你做戏真的一流！！

我难以接受一个跟我曾经在一起的人。。在我身边的人

是一个这样的臭男人！！！

我竟然被他们骗了！！！

我真的很笨！！！

无可否认。。我一直都有怀疑过他们。。

可是我告诉我自己。。情侣之间最重要的就是信任

所以我相信他。。我不怀疑。。

我以为是我想太多了。。。

可是现在我怀疑的真的发生在我眼前了！！！

我很难才接受他不爱我的事实。。

我只好默默地爱着他。。

分手当天。。。

我问他是不是喜欢了另外一个。。他说不是

他跟我说。。他不想谈恋爱了。。

那时我还很傻地相信他所说的话！！

不管别人跟我说什么。。

我都不相信！！因为我相信他！！！

可是现在我不得不接受这个事实了！！

当初我还以为是我做错了什么。。。

还一直跟他道歉！！

原来错的是他！！

原来还没分手之前。。他们一直都有暧昧的！！

我竟然什么都不懂。。

傻傻地给他们骗了！！！

他所说的都是谎言！！废话！！

他真的令我很失望。。很心痛！！！

为什么我这么多人不选。。偏偏要爱上这个人！！

我一生中做错了最大的选择就是爱上他！！

我好后悔！！但一切都来不及了！！

这世界上还会有好人吗？？

我已不敢相信任何人了！！

没想到我最相信的人竟然会这样对我！！

对于这个世界。。

我觉得好可怕。。好恐怖。。好黑暗。。

还要每天对着那个贱女人。。。我好辛苦！！

我已分不清谁是真。。谁是假了。。

还有谁值得我去相信呢？？

我真的很想狠狠地盖他们！！！

可能这样我的心会舒服点。。。

但我做不到！！不是我怕。。

在这之前。。他是我最爱的人！！

但现在。。他会是我一辈子最憎恨的人！！！

我恨你们一世！！！

我真的不想见到你们！！

请你们离我远远！！！

我真的很想去发泄！！

我的脑海里不断出现他们的影子！！

我真的无法接受！！！

为什么要一次一次地这样伤害我呢？？

看到我这样。。你很开心吧！！！

你们深深地伤害了我！！！！

我真的好辛苦。。就要撑不下去了！！

被一个最爱的人背叛。。。

是多么的难受！！！

我已不懂得怎样再坚强下去了！！！

臭男人和贱女人！！

你们去死吧！！！！

17th's bday celebration

2010-10-23T17:05:00.004+08:00

BASKIN ROBBIN'S ICE CREAM CAKE

MY DEAREST FRENS !!!

MANGO CAKE AT NITE

GIANT CAKE TAT I HAD !!!

20.10.2010

it was my 17th's bday....

it was a very unique n special day for me....

oni once in my life...

today i went 2 play bowling....

juz 8 ppl came...==

after tat we went 2 BBQ plaza

all my frens came finally....

my 2 dearest babes gave me a surprise

they came wif a giant cake..xD

but actually i had guess it tat time^^

anyway...thx yarr~

after finished our lunch....

we rushed 2 cinema watched THE CHILD'S EYE....

as the movie ad started....

1st time watched movie together wif 16 frens...hehe

the movie nt bad...but less horror...

it was more on sadness

after movie then we went 2 baskin robbin's

we took a lot of funny photos there...haha

at nite i went 2 SAKAE SUSHI wif my family

i was fulled tat time...

so jus ate less...

anyway...sushi is always my favourites!!!haha

i had a happiest n enjoyable bday ....

i was reli touching n excited!!!

i went out at 11am until 11pm oni back home....

altot i was very tired but happy!!

i had the most bday cake on tis year...xD

thx for all the wishes!!!

tq for the bday presents!!!

tq very much for the celebration!!

THX a lot.....

to all my dearest family members n frens who celebrated bday wif me

i love u all~~

thx for giving me a warm bday...

btw....i was quite disappointed

at last my wish cant come true....==

i was hurt again....

i look happy on my appearance....

but felt very sad inside my heart.....

FINALLY i cried again......

more photos on my facebook....

just click on the link below if u wan 2 see^^

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2082711&id=1052471237&l=b12cd68046

here's the video...haha

17 / 10

2010-10-19T16:11:00.006+08:00

2day was little cute zi qi's birthday...

we had gave her a surprised....

but actually she knew a bit about our plan...==

anyway...wish u HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

hope u enjoyed n had a wonderful bday wif us!!!^^

HAPPY ALWAYS ya~

after finished celebrated...

we went 2 pandan lake club played bowling

haizzz.....i think i was the worst player among them....T_T

at nite...i went 2 dinner wif my family....

when the dinner almost end...

i just realized tat they wanna celebrate my bday earlier....

then a marble cheese cake coming infront of me....

haha...i was reli surprised!!!

thx very much!!!!

altot they wouldn't visit my blog here..

but i also hope 2 appreciate all of them!!!

i love u all.......

i was reli happy n excited....

coz i cant believe tat they will do tat...

haha!!!

tis's the marble cheese cake!!

13/10

2010-10-16T01:19:00.004+08:00

这一天。。。。

刚考完试。。。

姐妹们没来。。丢下我一个孤零零滴。。。

没人陪我回家。。

最后还好还有人要我。。

就跟几位朋友去了JJ

那天好感动哦。。。

因为两位朋友给了个惊喜我！！

她们各买了SECRET RECIPE的蛋糕给我吃

给我生日的

那时我还以为她们买给自己吃。。

还问我觉得哪一个好吃

我就提议了。。

到了餐厅时。。怎知原来她们是送给我的

真是吓我一跳！！毕竟我都还没生日

真的很开心耶！！！

那两块蛋糕就成为了我的午餐。。

可以省下钱了。。。^^

吃完后。。我们就去吃BASKIN ROBBINS

WED= PINK DAY

我只用了RM5 就尝到六种不同的口味

每当我吃雪糕。。心情就会开心很多

所以我很喜欢吃。。

不过通常吃了都会肚子痛。。也不敢吃了

幸好这次没事。。。

刚好那天是我的农历生日

是我回到家才懂的

真是巧。。有蛋糕吃。。哈哈

这一天令我的心情好了很多。。。

真的非常感谢你们！！

让我有这开心的一天。。。

感动的是。。我也不算是你们的好朋友

你们却对我那么好！！

真的好高兴认识到你们！！

从她们的身上。。我也学到不少

我看得出她们的友情很深。。

无论在吃的或打扮的都很舍得。。

对自己很好。。时常一起出街买东西

也会为未来打算。。

这是我应该向她们学习的

因为我正好跟她们相反

我不会舍得花钱去吃或打扮。。

不懂得花钱在自己身上

只是把钱存起来。。又不舍得用

也不懂未来如何。。要做什么。。

还在处于迷茫的环境中发梦

可说是一个很笨的女生吧！！

所以我真的很羡慕她们！！

TQ TO ALL OF U

在此。。。也要感谢鼓励和安慰我的人。。。

无论这条路多难走。。我也会坚持的走下去的

一切都结束了。。。

结束了我的爱情故事。。

开始了我新的单身生活。。。

总该回到原点了。。。

这段期间。。。真的好累。。好酸。。好痛

每次很想睡但又睡不着。。

反而上着课或读着书的时候又要睡觉。。

惨了！！要SPM了！！

怎么办？？？

我一定要努力！！！

8/10/2010

2010-10-14T16:14:00.006+08:00

忙了这么久。。。终于有时间上来这里了。。。

2010年10月8日

我们正式分手了

656天的恋情就此结束了

我永远都不会忘记这一天。。

可以说是我十七年里最伤心。。最难过的

也是我哭得最多的时候

从来没试过有这种感觉。。

当我从别人的口中听到这件事后。。我已开始哭了

我不敢相信这是事实。。

直到我问他。。他才跟我说。。

当我收到那封信息。。简直无法停止我的哭泣

姐妹打给我。。我只会哭。。无法说出任何一句话

到了晚上。。我鼓起很大的勇气去见他。。。

我还以为可以挽留。。

那时应该是我在他面前哭得最严重的一次

我哭了差不多两个小时。。他抱着我。。

我把他的衣服都弄湿了。。

他只会说“对不起”。。。

不管我说什么。。再怎样努力。。他都坚决地决定了。。

没想到他可以那么狠心。。对我那么残忍！！

我从傍晚哭到晚上。。从晚上哭到天亮。。都没睡过

心情实在非常低落。。非常难受！！

那几天是我人生中最难过。。最难熬的期间。。

我哭得手脚都麻痹了。。

哭的时候也要藏着哭。。

因为我怕给我妈看到。。让我家人知道

脑海里一片空白。。只会想着他。。什么都做不到

当时我还要考试。。还要面对最后两科

我不断地逼自己读书。。可是我做不到！！

我整天躲在房间只会哭！！

本来想找姐妹出来的。。可是我们的时间都不合。。

所以最后也是由我独自去面对这一切。。。

直到今天。。。。

我的心情可以说是好了一点。。平复了很多

我很努力地把那两科考完了。。。

现在似乎想开了。。

即使我有多伤心。。我也会装作没事。。只会藏在心里

因为我不想让朋友们担心我。。

只想与你们分享我的快乐。。而不是我的悲伤

很多人都跟我说同一样的话。。

“我一定会找到更好的”

虽然如此。。可是我很难爱上一个人。。

一旦爱上了。。就很难放手

他的朋友问我“难道你想过跟他永远吗”？

坦白说。。我不是没想过。。

虽然知道这是不可能。。但是对我也是一种希望。。

或许我对爱情过于认真了。。。

不能说放弃就放弃。。

即使别人对我再怎么好。。我也很难接受。。

因为。。。。。。。。。

我太爱这个人了~~~~~~~~~

每当一个人的时候。。。

就会想起他。。就会流泪。。。

我知道这是不值得。。但我还是无法控制自己。。。

所以现在我讨厌一个人。。

姐妹们~还好还有你们！！

千万不要丢下我一个人~~

本来以为今年可以很开心地跟他过我这最特别的生日。。

一生人只有一次的20/10/2010

很遗憾地。。。一切都没了

还有一个月就大考了。。。

我好怕他会影响我的考试。。

我怕我专注不到。。

为什么要在这个时候要我面对这个事实呢？？！！

我真的很难接受。。

无论如何。。我已经尽力了。。也努力过

事实已不会改变了。。

我一定要勇敢地去面对！！

要坚强地活下去！！！

但我的泪水几时才能停止呢？？

现在我好矛盾。。。

很想见到他。。却不敢见他

大家都叫我要大方。。但我能吗？？

唉。。。反正一个月后。。。

我们都应该不会再见了。。。

我希望我可以很快地放下他

但我真的很不舍得

至于他给我的理由。。我更接受不到！！！！！

也永远不会忘记他说的话！！

也不懂应该怎样跟家人说。。。

我的中学生涯就这样结束得很不愉快。。

还以为能开开心心地过这最后一年

却发生了令我一生难忘的事

以后当我想起中学的回忆。。一定会想起他吧

对我来说。。。

至少我们都曾经拥有幸福快乐。。

那就足够了。。。

我会把我们的回忆永远放在心里

以后还有更长的路等着我。。。

不能为了他而放弃我自己

至于我们能不能做回朋友。。我也不懂

他有说过。。。

可是有几对情侣分手后能做回朋友的呢？？

就算是。。总会有个隔膜吧。。

邓韵仪

你一定要振作！！！要坚强！！！

不要再哭了！！！！！！

~~祝你幸福~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2010-09-03T10:51:00.006+08:00

isSSHHh~suddenly stomach pain tis morning~

luckily i didn't go 2 skul...

now juz felt better abit...

very sry tat i'm not going 2 skul 2 celebrate arguewifme's birthday...

so sorry...hope u don mind ya~

n don argue wif me...haha

uMmmm~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to....

MY BROTHER....HUI LING......TUN JERN

may all of ur dreams come true ya~

all the best 2 u all!!!

hope all of u hv a nice n wonderful day 2day!!!

quite many ppl borned on tis day...

is a gud day???xD

holiday starts 2mr....about 2 weeks...

but tis might not a holiday for me...

hv 2 prepare 4 trial exam...

n hv a lot of homeworks waiting 4 me too...><

seems like nt enough time 4 me...

btw...i also hope can go out 2 watch movie....

especially horror movie...my favourite!!xD

long time didn't watch horror movie in cinema ad...

HAPPY HOLIDAY uhh~

+++MISS ALL OF EUU+++

31/8

2010-08-31T21:24:00.006+08:00

woHhoo~HAPPY NATIONAL DAY uhh~

MERDEKA!!!!

went 2 Jusco today...extremely crowded...fulled of ppl there

my dad brought us there for having BASKIN ROBIN ICE-CREAM

finally had the chance 2 try it!!!

i tink it was my 1st time ate tis ice-cream since i was borned until now..

haha....so "samba" ==

when we reached there...it was so long queue

we just knew tat today hv 31% discount....so lucky..^^

then we ordered 2 pint of ice cream

total hv 4 flavours....

my dad keep on said it was very sweet......

nt suitable 4 old ppl...

they said HAEGAN DAZS better...

ya...i also hv the same opinion...it was quite sweet..

eat more may get diabetes...><

and quite expensive too...

original price is RM90++..after discount is RM60++

ohya~ytd went 2 Pavilion'Wong Kok restaurant wif all my sista...

early birthday celebration for "arguewifme"(ling)....

originally we hv 2 meet at 11am de..bt we had late

after finished our brunch...then we went 2 toilet to take pic...

we hv took a lot of photos there..^^

"still hv more on facebook"

ermmm...i would like 2 thx to some1 for ytd...

tat's MR.DON...

becoz ytd he fetch us and paid the parking ticket

he also bought me n sista of 2 JCO doughnuts

we want 2 pay back 2 him...but he don accept

coz i'm nt very close wif him...so i felt quite embarrasing

he such a good gentlemen..haha...

i felt he was very boring while together wif us...

coz most of us r girls n nt very close wif him..

his frens didn't come too...pity him...

anyway.......TQ VERY MUCH!!!

i reli didn't blame him of his late...

sry tat i said him while i was speaking 2 my mum in phone

hope he don mind ya~~

*THE END*

28/8

2010-08-28T23:18:00.003+08:00

唉。。。最近真的很忙

功课似乎做来做去都做不完。。

压力也越来越大。。

我竟然在上着课的时候睡着了

以前的我不会这样的。。

星期四那天跟老师去了“SPM华语试卷作答技巧的训练营”

在冼都华小的王岳海大礼堂

在那边的确学了不少。。

可是真的冷极了。。

应该叫做“spm寒冷训练营”才对

穿上了冷衣也是一样那么冷耶==

在讲解古韵文当中，康乐国中的两位女生出来唱歌。。

那位女生唱的那首“傻瓜”真的不错耶

她的声音很好听

那位之前来过我们学校演讲的老师也很有幽默感

引起了大家的笑声

当我们吃着饭的时候。。有一件很好笑的事

由于那时我还剩很多饭不要吃~

我就说吃多饭不好。。因为有很多二氧化碳

其实我是想说碳水化合物的( CARBOHYDRATES)

不过我只记得有"碳"这个字

所以讲错了

然后朋友说。。哈？？酱我们不是很快死了？？

笑到大家肚子痛！！

当要接近尾声时。。有一位嘉宾来闭幕

原来她是。。。。。

以前循小的何镇平校长。。

现在已成为DATIN了~

不懂为何一看到她我就很开心。。

拍烂手掌！！

真的很想念她耶~五年没见了！！

声音还是一样~很怀念哦

真是很惊喜竟然会在那儿看到她的出现

她也容光焕发了好多耶！！

惨了~老师竟然要我们将那天所学到的present给所有form5 的同学听

当然不只是我

有去那讲座会的10位同学

都要负责各讲一部分

若没更改的话~应该是下星期四

好大压力哦~有点怕怕

这真的是第一次耶

怕我会怯场

本来我和振明是负责说概述的。。

由于文言文没人要说~

所以老师就叫我和两位朋友负责文言文和古韵文

可是这两样都是我的弱点

我跟本就不了解。。那怎样present呢？？

更何况我们是第一个人选要讲概述的

现在只能二选一

我跟他都坚持要讲概述

怎么办呢？？

好不公平咯。。

不能叫其它人的吗？？

一定是我？？！！

因为我对那天演讲老师讲解的概述最清楚的

所以我一心都很想讲解概述的

而且我们也安排分配好了~现在又说要改

真是麻烦咯~~

希望我真的能负责讲概述吧~

无论如何~

朋友们~请多多支持哦~

如有任何出错~敬请原谅噢！！

哈哈

嗯~~在考虑着星期一要不要去学校呢？？

因为那天有庆祝国庆日

老师说两节罢了。。

所以我想去~而且这也是最后一年在学校庆祝咯

可是好像很少人去。。

有些人说没上课的

也不懂听谁的好==

因为报纸也讲了由于现在是puasa所以不要盛大庆祝

不是吗？？

arguewifme又亲自约我去pavilion的旺角吃东西

庆祝她的生日

好像有很多人去。。

还没答复她~不知要不要去好~

如果我不去。。希望她别介意哦。。

还在考虑当中。。

ARGUE

2010-08-25T21:01:00.004+08:00

这几天都为了一些事争吵。。

我知道这是不应该。。可是我真的很介意

我真的不明白。。为什么？？

每次当我要看他的电话时~他总是不让我看

似乎有些事隐瞒着我。。

令我感到害怕。。

我只是想看下他的照片或歌

都不能吗？？

当他收到信息时~也不在我面前开来看

我一直都很相信他

可是他这样做令我不得不怀疑。。

怕有一天我会完全失去对他的信任。。

我跟他一起都有一年八个月多了。。

为何总是不让我看他电话呢？？

我只想知道原因...

他告诉我。。。“因为没有东西看”

这个理由很烂吧~

如果是没东西。。那为什么不给我看呢？？

身为一个女朋友~会这样想也很正常吧

我不懂应不应该怀疑他

到底他电话有什么不能让我看的呢??

我一直都在质疑着。。。

我还应该相信他吗？？

UPDATED

2010-08-21T22:59:00.003+08:00

~~~~~~呼呼呼呼~~~~~~

终于有一点点时间上来这里了。。。。

WAT IS LOVE??

2010-07-29T16:00:00.003+08:00

真正爱一个人~不是应该想尽所有办法去挽留的吗？？

还是静静地什么都不做呢？？

如果你是这样想~那你真的错了！！！

你只会说不想这样~可是我并没看到你的努力~

在这两个星期里~他让我知道了一件事。。。

那就是~我的决定是没错的！！

我以为我会后悔~所以一直都不敢说出口~

但在这段时间里~我终于明白了！

原来你挽留的方式就是这样......

我真的觉得自己好笨。。好傻。。。

是全天下最傻的人！！

真的很心痛~痛到不停地流血

眼泪怎样也流不完。。。

也许.....我们真的没有回头的机会了.....

就让一年七个月的感情画上句点吧~

虽然真的很不舍~

但是。。。我无法再那么傻的等下去了

如果记忆里可以按下删除键那该多好~

那我就不用那么辛苦了

"该死心了"

DISAPPEAR

2010-07-28T15:14:00.003+08:00

伪装的快乐是如此痛苦~有谁知道呢？？

星期日那天~他找我出去~

说真的~当时我真的很开心~

但是~很不幸的~那时下大雨~

所以最后还是没跟他出去

上天~你出现的彩虹暗喻了我~是有希望的~

所以我相信。。

可是~那天下的一场大雨~也让我领悟到。。希望已消失了

那我应该相信彩虹还是雨天呢？？

上帝~你在考验我们吗??

~在这段短短的时间里~

我已明白了。。。。

原来我一直。。都很傻。。。

根本就不该抱着任何希望了。。。

只会希望越大。。。失望越大。。

~是时候放弃了~

希望~我能很快地做到~

BROKEN HEART

2010-07-22T19:46:00.004+08:00

今天~已是第四天了~

时间过得真快~昨天是721了~

不过......21号~已不再值得我纪念了吧~T_T

星期一早上去着学校的时候~在车里哭了

幸好没人看到~

因为那时正播着周董的歌~

歌词是说分手的~令我不禁哭了出来

非常伤心~

那位司机哥哥也是的~

早不播~迟不播~偏偏要在这个时候播这些歌

也不应该怪他啦~他都不懂><

另一天早上~在外面等着司机哥哥来载我的时候~

脑海里突然一直想起他的好~

才了解到。。。怀念竟比失去还更难受

有很多时候~看到他这样~真的很想原谅他

可是我知道不能再那么心软了

只是几番话~几封信息~就值得原谅吗？？

对着他不理不睬~真的好痛苦~

有好多话想跟他说~但却无法说出口

觉得自己好绝情。。。

很多人都不相信~都说我们迟点一定会复合。。

是吗？？我也不懂。。。

若不是发生了那么多~我也不会有这个决定......

可是我的心。。。我的视线。。总是离不开他~

一直都在偷偷看着他==

看到他似乎很开心的样子~我也放心了

他应该。。不在乎了吧~

没有他的日子~时间仿佛过得很慢~

最近~都在偷偷哭泣。。。

很多人都说我的黑眼圈深了很多~

唉~当个熊猫也不错吧~

~~这段爱情~~

+要放弃的确很难+

不是不想原谅~

而是不想再继续受伤害了。。。。

CRIED

2010-07-18T13:39:00.003+08:00

在这星期里~我极度之吾开心~

星期二那天~突然在班上哭了~

很多人都问我为什么哭~我说是我肚子痛~

也有些人以为是因为那个变态老师

~谢谢你们的关心~

其实.....我哭的真正原因根本就不是这些~

而是因为某人~

在我衰弱以及无助的时候~他的态度终于让我忍不住哭泣了~

那是因为我真的忍受在心里好久了~

而且那天应该是比较情绪化吧~

在我哭的时候~他竟然一个字都没说就走了！！！

直到昨天打羽球的时候~我的心情才好了些~

可是。。。。最后我的心又再次受伤了~

我真的不明白~~

为什么总是这样！！！

我到底算什么！！！

在冲凉时~我又哭了~

那是唯一看不见眼泪，听不到声音的哭泣吧~

昨晚~有个朋友问我为何伤心~

我没告诉他~只想默默地藏在心里~

虽然他不知发生了什么事~但他一直安慰我

没想到我还有个那么关心我的朋友~

他一直叫我去睡~我不要

他本来已经很累要睡了~

可是还陪我谈到半夜两点半直到我说要睡为止~他才肯睡

真的不知要怎么感谢他~

：非常感谢你！！！

当要睡的时候~我真的哭了

这就是我不想去睡觉的原因~

因为每当我睡前~就会想很多事情~而哭不停

所以现在我最不喜欢的就是.....睡觉~

哭到大约凌晨三点多~我才慢慢入眠

早上起床的时候~眼睛又肿又红

我真的不知我的心还能再伤几多次呢？？

或许我就是个不值得被珍惜的人吧~

一切都即将结束了吗？？

PROM

2010-06-30T19:30:00.004+08:00

hMmm~

i'm considering wanna attend the prom anot....

most of my frens asked me 2 go....

haizzz....

last time when i decided 2 go....

they said donwan~

then i just 4get bout it~

now.....everybody suddenly said wan 2 attend~==

WAN YEH ah???haha

btw~i tink i may attend the prom~

since tis is the last year wif u guys~

i hope hv a happy ending~xD

for the girls who took part in dancing performance

add more oil ya~

although i nt sure tat night whether i will be there anot...^^

SCARY

2010-06-30T17:05:00.006+08:00

星期一那天~发生了一件令我很害怕的事~

直到现在我还是很怕~

那天~一位新的国语老师第一天进我们班~

因为我们的老师去了生孩子~他来代课

他一直问我做完了功课没~

然后就叫我过去~

一开始他问了我很多私人的问题~

他问我爸妈做什么工~

怎样来回学校~又问我住哪里~

还问我放学回到家是不是只有我一个人~

谈谈下~

他叫我坐在他隔壁~

然后又给我玩了一个测验~他说那是视力测验~

他用一枝笔指来指去~

我明明没答错~他就一直说我错~讲我有近视

他好无聊耶！！！

之后呢。。。。。

他又继续问我问题~

他问我几点回到家~放学过后是不是直接回家的

他问的问题越来越奇怪~

令我感到很不舒服。。很不自在。。。

最后他还问我。。。。

他：怎样搭LRT 的??

我：什么叫怎样？从这里吗？

他：是

我：去ＪＵＳＣＯ那边　

他：ＪＵＳＣＯ在哪里？？

我：ＨＵＨ？？！！MALURI 啦

他：在哪里 ??

我：这边附近

他：那今天放学后我载你去那边~你跟我搭ＬＲＴ可以吗？？

哇塞~！！那时我觉得很不对劲了～

还好数学老师来了

我没答他～我立刻跟他说老师来了～

然后就赶紧回去我的座位～

当时我真的很怕～

我怕得掉下眼泪了～

身边的朋友们都问我发生什么事

我就告诉他们

他们都说那老师变态的！！

从来没有老师或任何一个人会这样的

而且他是新来的男老师！！

我不懂他是什么人

第一天来就这样了

简直是斯文败类！！！

因为他是老师～所以起初我也毫无防备

他问什么～我就答真话

可是他问的问题。。越问越离谱～我开始害怕了

那些问题已超过师生间的界线了吧～

令我感到非常害怕～忐忑不安

他是白痴吗？？

不会搭ＬＲＴ？？！！！

在这里教书。。连MALURI 都不懂？？！！！

难道我的样子真的很单纯吗？？

以为我那么容易给你骗！！

他说他以前是ＢＡＴＵＣＡＶＥＳ的一所TOP SCHOOL的老师

那为何又来到我们这无名的烂学校呢？？

最近都出现太多可怕的新闻了~

得士司机~巴士司机~

也看到关于一位老师XX的新闻~

使我不得不想~不能不怕耶

还是我想太多了吗？？

他到底想怎样？？他心里在想什么呢？？

我一看到他~我就很怕~

天啊~一定要保佑我哦！！

还要对着他两个月呢！！

我不想一直担惊受怕了~~

希望能赶快换老师吧~

TEMPLATE

2010-06-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

juz changed my blogskin

"Future Stars Will Be Dim"

meaningful n attractive ya~

PURPLE!!!

i love it!!!

did u??

any comment??hehe

hope u guys like it too~

FREE

2010-06-25T21:14:00.005+08:00

YEAHHh~finally i hv learned 2 play badminton ad~

childish~haha

i noe it was quite late for a girl who was ad 17 years old~><

"late better than non"

bt i felt very happy

thx 2 my dear teacher~xD

i love my teacher so much~!!

finally he has realized his promise to play wif me

i juz start to practice recently~

juz played 2 times oni~

the 1st time was very poor~

nw better abit lur~

proud of myself...wahaha

before tis i felt i was very stupid and inferior

bt once i tried~i oni noe tat i can!! xD

he also praised me that i hv improved so much^^

hope i could oways play wif him luu~

i noe i was quite poor nw~bt i will try my best

PRACTICE MAKE PERFECT!!

i will become successful 1day~

wait patiently oh~keke

nowadays quite free huh~

BM,BI & SC teachers gone~

everytime relieve teachers came in~

no any teacher teaches us~

those r important subjects too~

ya~is gud~very free...ntg 2 do

bt....think of another way...

spm is coming soon....

trial exam is around the corner too~

hw can the skul treat us like tat??

then go 2 skul 4 wat??!!

cant absent oso....juz waste my time!!

isshhHHh~

no choices....><

12/6

2010-06-13T23:26:00.004+08:00

ytd i hv took part my aunt's company family day~

i felt excited n glad~!!

firstly..they have organized some interesting activities 4 us

such as...

1) clay modeling

2) face painting

3) tarot card reading

4) caricature

5) cookies decoration

6) massage

it was fun n enjoyable!!

but the time was quite shortly for us~

i nt yet play enough...xD

after the activities finished....

we enjoyed our lunch at "THE APARTMENT"

bt the food tat i ordered....taste badly...><

regret tat i hv ordered a wrong meal....

after tat, we went 2 watch "THE KARATE KID"

we had free popcorn n pepsi for each person

woww!! it was a nice movie!!!

guys....must go 2 watch ohh~^^

it was very touching...i cried while watching the movie

the movie let me realized tat we must be persevere & nt 2 be give up easily oh~~

after movie around 5pm then we back home lur~

hope every year i hv chance 2 join them...^^

my rat clay..cute??..

my hand painting which drawn by a professional

my sister-BRAZIL

she love it!!

cookies decoration-made by my mum n me^^

"me n my sister"

look alike ma??haha

drawn by a guy~

my face so ugly hor~><

>>>A GREAT FAMILY DAY<<<

HEADACHE

2010-06-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

issshhhH~headache again!!!

duno y nowadays oways headache suddenly~

izzit i tink too much of tings???!!!

pain~pain~~

made my mood quite down nw~

during tis mid-term holiday...

it's nt a holiday 4 me~

have 2 tuition everyday...except weekends

haizzz.....tired lur~

sry 2 someone tat i may neglected==

i juz hope 2 do my best in my SPM

hope u will understand

last sunday i watched "Next Stop, Happiness" wif my mum

i keep on cried non-stop~

juz watched the 1st 6 episodes

i hv ad cried many times

it's reli a nice movie!!!

so touching n sad~~

my tears dropped non-stop~

sobb...sobbb.....

oHnO~duno hw 2 complete my add maths folio

hu knows hw 2 do???

blur + lazy

felt lazy 2 work during holiday~horr??@@

SBU

2010-06-05T22:41:00.005+08:00

今天和朋友们去了SERI BINTANG UTARA的一日营

玩到蛮开心的哦！！

首先我们各自分组~我的组里面没有一个是认识的

只有四个女生~其它都是男的

本来感到很陌生~可是不久我们就打成一片~互相认识了

我们玩了很多种游戏~

令我感到最好玩的就是剪刀石头布~

非常刺激噢。。哈哈

当最后玩水的时候~大家都玩得很疯癫

完全不顾形象！kakaka~

也很喜欢那“第一天”的舞蹈~

跳到很愉快！！

开心能认识到新朋友。。也玩了一些有趣的游戏

大家都玩得很投入~很兴奋哦~~~！！

拍完照过后~

大约五点半~就散会噜~

有点不舍得~好像还没玩够。。咔咔！！

希望日后大家还能有机会跟相见噢！！^^

~++^^HAPPY HOLIDAY^^++~

HAPPY WESAK DAY

2010-05-28T22:42:00.005+08:00

HAPPY WESAK DAY 2 everyone!!!

2day morning i went 2 brickfield buddhist temple

1st time went there

so crowded~

Najib n her wife oso went there

but i didn't meet them...

coz we back earlier

nt interested oso...xD

duno y....2day my stomach very pain since early in the morning

i wondered wat's the reason huh

extremely pain on tis whole day!!

i'm a weak person who always sick n pain!!!

sobb~~~sobbB~~

juz went back from pasar malam...

wahahaha

so shock 2day~

1st time saw his dad...xDD

so surprised nehx~~

suddenly HE CAME OUT INFRONT OF US

on the spot i not get prepared yet

ohHnOo~~my 1st impression may gone...

quite scared juz nw

his heartbeat became very fast..^^

but his dad said me beautiful oh...

reli???!!!

kekeke....cant slp tonight lur~

my family went there too~

1st time both of our family went there at the same day

it was oso the 1st time we together infront of our family

so brave huh...haha

today was a memorable day for me....

i felt excited....xD

HAPPY

2010-05-22T23:56:00.003+08:00

~~wEEEee~~

1 year + 5 months luu~

happy!!!

i had found out tat the XX photo finally disappeared ad~~

i felt so surprised

i'm wondering wat's the true reason..

bt another photo tat i hate the most still appeared on someone blog><

btw~i felt happy too~

don wanna tink too much nw~

believe on myself tat i didn't did wrong choices

juz wanna be happy in my life

don let me hurt anymore...

rushed all my homeworks~

wanna play badminton wif him

bt he said he is going 2 play football 2mr

iSSshhh~nvm~

just 4get bout it~

SCOUT's CAMP

2010-05-19T21:08:00.008+08:00

I hv just participated

JAMBORI PENGAKAP 1 BELIA 1 MALAYSIA

at Wetland, Putrajaya on 14-16 MAY

the place was so wide~

tis camp is participated by every state of scout in Malaysia

hv a lot of ppl there

umm~honestly it was nt very interesting~

wasted time n so bored...

on the second day....

we walked such a long distance...

from Wetland walked 2 the city....><

under the sun....

so hot n almost gonna fainted...

at 1st they told us will take bus go there

so i didn't apply the sunblock lotion on my skin....

made my face burned nw!!!

my hand n face became very darker n black!!

like a malay!!!

haizzzz.....very sad wif my look nw~~

felt regret after went there~~

wondering can i recover back my previous face.....

i juz want back my face as last time~

extremely ugly now!!!!

as black as charcoal

plssss.....GOD BLESS ME!!!

i wan 2 become more fairer n fairer~~

luckily we still could slp a few hours

but hv 2 joined activities at midnight....

with our tired n sleepy face...

juz our Pudu zone so active....

the others all slept ad....

pooi yee & me

"my favourite purple"

saw these racing car there....

they r practicing "PIU YI"

wOOhhoO~so cool!!!

our 4-in-1 camp^^

I CAN'T

2010-05-13T21:54:00.003+08:00

最后。。真的做不到。

本来已决定了~

但非常不舍~

所以。。。选择不想了。。

我真的可以吗？？

经过了不短的时间后，

终于真正的感到开心了~

只希望。。。。。

现在的。。以后也会一样

能持久不变~

那就足够了。。。

希望没做错这决定。。。

已分不清这是对或错了

我的世界渐渐变得迷茫~

只怕。。。会后悔

要做的。。我都做了。。

要说的。。怎样也说不完~~

我所给的机会会被珍惜吗？？

但愿你真正明白~

我的心底深处

或许还需要一段时间才能令我的伤口完全痊愈

再怎么坚强的我。。。心里却那么的软弱。。

**~~只想保留开心的时刻~~**

忘记过去的伤心。。。

WAITING

2010-05-12T21:32:00.006+08:00

AWAITING

14-16 MAY

going for camping at WETLAND PUTRAJAYA on tis friday until sunday

wif my scout's sisters....

hope hv an enjoyable n happy days there luu!!!

don like last time....can't slp~hahaha

WAT SHOULD I DO

2010-05-01T22:17:00.003+08:00

我搞不懂~~我们到底怎么了~~

话题少了~笑容也变了~

快乐与承诺只是短暂的

最近~我都在不停的想同一个问题~

我很犹豫~也很矛盾~

要讲的。。我都讲了

我一直盼望的。。。都没曾实现过。。

一切却没改变过~

我要的~真的很难做到吗？？

很多人都劝我别这样做~

也有些人跟我的想法是一样的~

刚与一位朋友谈了之后~眼泪却流下了

为什么每次一谈到这。。我的眼泪会不受控制的掉下呢？？

我的心真的那么痛吗？？

应该是从那件事起~我的心已逐渐碎了

多么希望有个肩膀能让我依靠~让我流泪

真正了解我的人又有谁呢？？

想了很多。。。很多。。。不开心的事

我以为坦白可以改变所有~

但我错了~~

难道我真的应该做出这个决定吗？？

我却不舍得

是时候放开了吗？？

但谁能给我勇气继续走下去呢？？

KURSUS PENGAKAP

2010-04-27T21:55:00.005+08:00

~~~呼呼呼~~~~

终于有时间写我的部落格噜~

嗯~~上个星期六和日。。

跟姐妹们参加了童军的生活营

在ibu pejabat PEMADAM, jalan ledang

大多数都是马来人参加。。

很少华人~

去到那边一开始就要大扫除

我还一直被蚊子叮到~很痒~

两只手都红完了！！

有一个好心人帮我搽药~

他说那个是他们的传统药水~很难闻的~

完成后我们就进去打字~

觉得很无趣~打到要睡觉咯~

到了傍晚时~我们就分为几组各参与四部分的活动:

1) pertolongan kecemasan

2) memasang khemah

3) berkawat tongkat

4) pengakap diraja

这四样活动令我学到很多东西~

我最喜欢就是学习扎营~

可是我们组拿到0分~

因为跟到一个form3 cochrane 的组长

还以为他是form5~看起来很本事的

不过原来最后很多都做错了~

可是我也非常感谢他教我！！^^

大家表演后~已是半夜一点多了

我们还要继续剩下的两项活动~

在天黑黑以及眼睛都张不开的情况下还要学习扎营

可是我对那很有兴趣~所以也特别的精神

完成四项活动后~都早上四点多了~

大家都很累~赶着去睡觉

男女分开~睡在礼堂里

大家都睡着了~但是我很难才入睡

当睡到一半时~

不懂哪一个瓜的电话一直响-LOVE STORY！！

不知是闹钟响还是什么！

吵到死！！我们都睡不到

再睡多一下~全部灯都开了~

那时只是早上六点~

我只睡了都不到一小时啊！！

然后外面吹口哨~我迷迷胡胡的飞过去集合~

大家的样子都很残！！不停的打瞌睡~

我黑眼圈都深到吓死人噜！！！

穿上制服后~

我们就在礼堂里学习扎绳，童军的手语和口哨指示

星期日差不多四点就结束了~

大家都好像很不舍得的离开~

SMK CONNAUGHT & US

BIG FAMILY

SMK BUKIT BANDARAYA

Azam

在这两天里~确实让我受益不浅~

我学到了很多东西~

是比较累~脚也很痛

在那儿冲凉时也要蹲着并对着马桶~==

当我们做错一点小事~大家都要一起拉耳朵~

大家都拉到脚酸了！！

我觉得我在那儿是最笨的那一个~

我们什么都不会~也不明他们在讲什么

连小学生都不如！！

毕竟在学校里~老师也不会教我们

其它学校的童军都很厉害~什么都懂

我们简直是井底之蛙~

不过我已经尽力去学习了~

希望能跟得上他们~

无论如何。。也感到开心~

因为我得到了不少知识~而且也认识了很多朋友哦！！

很多人都说我样子很残~

脸青口唇白的~又没精神~

下楼梯，蹲着，要站和坐时~都非常痛！！！

不过现在都好很多噜~~

在这训练营里~我领悟到。。

童军是个非常严肃以及有纪律的团体

也很考验个人的毅力和耐心

做事决不能放弃噢！！^^

NEXT CAMP>>> WETLAND, PUTRAJAYA

4 DAYS 3 NIGHT

13-16 MEI

wondering my mum let me 2 go anot??

any pengakap interested??

KARAOKE

2010-04-22T21:37:00.004+08:00

2day's look..^^

WeEEEe~~~

2day went 2 greenbox sing K

such as a long time didn't go out wif my dearest sisters~

sry ya~i noe i hv neglected u guys~

since i'm nt single..XD

hope u all don mind luu~

furthermore tis year i can't oways hang out such as last time

coz my mum oways said tis year i'm having SPM~

asked me 2 study more...don oways out><

1st time sang wif Lee Kum Kee...

sry tat i hv late~

the room quite small 4 us...

nt enough mic too~

juz hv 3 mic for 7 of us~==

bt i felt happy too~^^

GosssHHHH!!!i hv watched the PAPARAZZI mv there~

so disgusting n weird!!!

seems like a movie><

huhuuu~

2day my mum bought a new watch 4 me

NOSE brand~pink colour

i like it~!!

nt cheap as my watches which i bought last time

thx mum~

isshhHhh~~ytd i accidentally swallowed the fish bone

felt pain nw

wondering is the bone or wound inside my throat??

i hv already swallowed much of rice

bt i felt like the bone is still there

felt pain when i'm drinking or eating

I HATE FISH BONES!!!

NO NEXT TIME PLSSS.....
bt i like 2 eat fish...==

hw gud if the fishes don't hv any bones inside...

impossible lo...

wat m i talking about huh??

crazy...wahhaha....

17/4

2010-04-17T21:31:00.007+08:00

finally i hv watched "clash of the titans" 2day

it's reli an amazing n interesting movie~

nice n worth 2 watch it!!!

(altot i hoped 2 watch in 3D)

~oWwwHHhh~

after tug of war

my hands very pain nw

especially my right hand~

felt pain even when i'm writing

bt honestly...i wont felt regret of tat~

coz i reli enjoyed in the competition

since it was the last or juz the 1st chance 4 me~

it might nt hv the next time in my life

btw~

juz wished tat my hand will be normal as soon as possible lur~

goshhHh!!! felt angry~

gt a guy put my photos on his FB profile~

asked him 2 delete many times...bt he don wan

i didn't realized tat he had took so many photos of me

many ppl saw it nw

about 34's photos there!!!

i was so surprised when i saw tat

my image gone~><

TARIK TALI

2010-04-15T15:32:00.003+08:00

今天参加了拔河比赛~

好开心哦!!!

虽然拿到第三名。。

好过没有嘛。。^^

还有一种满足感~

现在才知道原来是很爽的。。哈哈

本来还想参加lembing , lontar peluru 和 cakera的

虽然不会。。也想试下。。。觉得很好玩

不懂做么。。今天突然心血来潮。。

什么都想参加。。。

想到今年已是最后一年在学校了

可惜已经太迟了。。

因为人数已经满了〉〈

早知我就早点找老师报名噜~

之前真的没想过要参加的~

感到一点兴趣都没有~

本来也不能拔河的。。突然有人说要退出

所以我就参加到了！！

幸好还有朋友借运动衣给我穿~

很多人都来问我参加什么~

好像在看小我~

在他们心目中~

我应该是个只会读书~而不会运动的人吧~

我也为自己感到很惊喜~竟然会出现在那儿~

等了很久。。

终于到我出场了~~

很期待~~也有点紧张~

毕竟我都没参加过~不懂行不行~

不过到最后也拿到第三~~

对我来说~输赢并不重要

最重要是我得到那种满足感~获取经验~

那就足够了

也替姐妹感到高兴~

她们拿到第一名！！

恭喜~恭喜！！！

真后悔~~

为什么这几年来都不参加任何比赛~

只是操步罢了~

今年已是最后一年了~~

以后也没这些机会参加~

真不舍得~~

如果时光可以倒流~那该多好呢~

那我每年就能去参加其它比赛

可惜现在才领悟到~已经太迟了~~

如今~突然对运动产生很大的兴趣了！！^^

I'M SCARED

2010-04-13T16:15:00.003+08:00

突然。。。觉得很可怕~

很害怕身边的人和事~

不懂他们心里在想些什么~

接近我又是为了什么？？

是我想的那样吗？？

我应该一早就相信别人所说的话~

应该有所防备~可是我却一点介心都没有

当事情发生到我身上时。。。

我才开始害怕。。。

一直在不停的想~

是我想太多了吗？？

最近真的感到很烦~

面对着很多问题

真想有个避风港能让我住进去

我应该怎么办呢？？！！！

明天打算不去学校了。。。

11/4

2010-04-11T13:33:00.006+08:00

went to ICE ROOM juz nw~

ate desserts...^^

tis is mine....

"strawberry snow ice "

"black & white sesame"

my dad ate tis...nt bad too~

"blueberry"

i didn't try it~

no comment...hehe

at last....

"deep fried durian tempura"

MmmMMm~~~

quite delicious n yuMmy!!!^^

refreshing & cooling~

**seems like i'm promoting their foods==

bt i didn't received any commission...xD

umMm~

wanna buy a computer dictionary...

any gud suggestion??

which brand better??

i'm blurr of tat~~@@

or who wants sell urs??

second hand 1??

~~argGGhhHH~~

MY PHONE!!!!T_T

the digi centre closed 2day....><

♥♥ WELCOME TO MY LITTLE WORLD ♥♥ "2012"

SEM 3 COMMENCED!!

PENANG TRIP

WHAT SHOULD I DO??

WHAT IS "FRIEND"?

MY 18TH BIRTHDAY 2011!!

MY 1ST SEM RESULTS

GOODBYE TO SEM 1!

FINAL EXAM

YEAHHH!!THE 5TH!!!!

hoOraYY!!

STRESS..........

31/5/11

16/5/11

NEW COLLEGE LIFE!!

26/4/11

WOOWW!!!

EXCITED DAYS!!!

DIPLOMA IN ACCOUNTING

ANUGERAH CEMERLANG SMKCP

23/3/11 SPM RESULT' DAY

GOOD LUCK!!!

烦！烦！

HAPPY CHINESE RABBIT YEAR

TIRED

2/1/11

HAPPY NEW YEAR

MERRY CHRISTMAS

20/12-SMKCP PROM NIGHT

TO U....WHO I HATE THE MOST

THE LAST DAY...

FINALLY COMES 2 AN END!!!!!

SO SICK!!!

23 days!!!!

BITCH!!!!!!!

17th's bday celebration

17 / 10

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

31/8

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CRIED

PROM

SCARY

TEMPLATE

FREE

12/6

HEADACHE

SBU

HAPPY WESAK DAY

HAPPY

SCOUT's CAMP

I CAN'T

WAITING

~~AWAITING~~

going for camping at WETLAND PUTRAJAYA on tis friday until sunday

WAT SHOULD I DO

KURSUS PENGAKAP

KARAOKE

17/4

TARIK TALI

I'M SCARED

11/4

AWAITING