HAPPY WESAK DAY

HAPPY WESAK DAY 2 everyone!!!

2day morning i went 2 brickfield buddhist temple

1st time went there

so crowded~

Najib n her wife oso went there

but i didn't meet them...

coz we back earlier

nt interested oso...xD

duno y....2day my stomach very pain since early in the morning

i wondered wat's the reason huh

extremely pain on tis whole day!!

i'm a weak person who always sick n pain!!!

sobb~~~sobbB~~

juz went back from pasar malam...

wahahaha

so shock 2day~

1st time saw his dad...xDD

so surprised nehx~~

suddenly HE CAME OUT INFRONT OF US

on the spot i not get prepared yet

ohHnOo~~my 1st impression may gone...

quite scared juz nw

his heartbeat became very fast..^^

but his dad said me beautiful oh...

reli???!!!

kekeke....cant slp tonight lur~

my family went there too~

1st time both of our family went there at the same day

it was oso the 1st time we together infront of our family

so brave huh...haha

today was a memorable day for me....

i felt excited....xD

HAPPY

~~wEEEee~~

1 year + 5 months luu~

happy!!!

i had found out tat the XX photo finally disappeared ad~~

i felt so surprised

i'm wondering wat's the true reason..

bt another photo tat i hate the most still appeared on someone blog><

btw~i felt happy too~

don wanna tink too much nw~

believe on myself tat i didn't did wrong choices

juz wanna be happy in my life

don let me hurt anymore...

rushed all my homeworks~

wanna play badminton wif him

bt he said he is going 2 play football 2mr

iSSshhh~nvm~

just 4get bout it~

SCOUT's CAMP

I hv just participated

JAMBORI PENGAKAP 1 BELIA 1 MALAYSIA

at Wetland, Putrajaya on 14-16 MAY

the place was so wide~

tis camp is participated by every state of scout in Malaysia

hv a lot of ppl there

umm~honestly it was nt very interesting~

wasted time n so bored...

on the second day....

we walked such a long distance...

from Wetland walked 2 the city....><

under the sun....

so hot n almost gonna fainted...

at 1st they told us will take bus go there

so i didn't apply the sunblock lotion on my skin....

made my face burned nw!!!

my hand n face became very darker n black!!

like a malay!!!

haizzzz.....very sad wif my look nw~~

felt regret after went there~~

wondering can i recover back my previous face.....

i juz want back my face as last time~

extremely ugly now!!!!

as black as charcoal

plssss.....GOD BLESS ME!!!

i wan 2 become more fairer n fairer~~

luckily we still could slp a few hours

but hv 2 joined activities at midnight....

with our tired n sleepy face...

juz our Pudu zone so active....

the others all slept ad....

pooi yee & me

"my favourite purple"

saw these racing car there....

they r practicing "PIU YI"

wOOhhoO~so cool!!!

our 4-in-1 camp^^

I CAN'T

最后。。真的做不到。

本来已决定了~

但非常不舍~

所以。。。选择不想了。。

我真的可以吗？？

经过了不短的时间后，

终于真正的感到开心了~

只希望。。。。。

现在的。。以后也会一样

能持久不变~

那就足够了。。。

希望没做错这决定。。。

已分不清这是对或错了

我的世界渐渐变得迷茫~

只怕。。。会后悔

要做的。。我都做了。。

要说的。。怎样也说不完~~

我所给的机会会被珍惜吗？？

但愿你真正明白~

我的心底深处

或许还需要一段时间才能令我的伤口完全痊愈

再怎么坚强的我。。。心里却那么的软弱。。

**~~只想保留开心的时刻~~**

忘记过去的伤心。。。

WAITING

~~AWAITING~~

14-16 MAY

going for camping at WETLAND PUTRAJAYA on tis friday until sunday

wif my scout's sisters....

hope hv an enjoyable n happy days there luu!!!

don like last time....can't slp~hahaha

WAT SHOULD I DO

我搞不懂~~我们到底怎么了~~

话题少了~笑容也变了~

快乐与承诺只是短暂的

最近~我都在不停的想同一个问题~

我很犹豫~也很矛盾~

要讲的。。我都讲了

我一直盼望的。。。都没曾实现过。。

一切却没改变过~

我要的~真的很难做到吗？？

很多人都劝我别这样做~

也有些人跟我的想法是一样的~

刚与一位朋友谈了之后~眼泪却流下了

为什么每次一谈到这。。我的眼泪会不受控制的掉下呢？？

我的心真的那么痛吗？？

应该是从那件事起~我的心已逐渐碎了

多么希望有个肩膀能让我依靠~让我流泪

真正了解我的人又有谁呢？？

想了很多。。。很多。。。不开心的事

我以为坦白可以改变所有~

但我错了~~

难道我真的应该做出这个决定吗？？

我却不舍得

是时候放开了吗？？

但谁能给我勇气继续走下去呢？？