TIRED

i was quite tired in tis few days...

last Friday n Saturday, i went 2 kampung pandan DRAGON BOAT restaurant 2 work as a waitress...

it was damn tired....

the 1st day i worked there i was quite afraid n nervous since tis was my 1st job..

the dishes were very heavy...

i was very scared tat i might drop off or broke those dishes...

fortunately i never did tat...

the 1st day was a bit easy 4 me...coz gt a kakak helped me since the captain asked her 2 lead me as i was a new waitress there...both of us in charge of 3 table of customers...

in the second day....i was relatively busy n tired...

coz tat day jus me alone in charge of 2 table of customers....

i went in and out 2 the kitchen many times compared 2 the 1st day...

i worked until my face looks very red....they tot me had drank wine..haha

those chef keep on asked my name but i didnt answer them...

gt a customer more funny...he asked wat's my FB??omg!!

i jus smiled 2 them n didnt reply any....

gt 2 customers praised me very hardworking n good girl...

i was glad 2 listen tat...hehe

actually i wasn't need more money...i just don wan waste my time 4 just staying at home do nothing...so i prefer 2 find a part-time job 4 temporary oni...just hope 2 gain some experiences...

coz tis month i'm going 2 shift soon...quite busy...after tis i might look 4 a full-time job next month after chinese new year...

although i was relatively busy n tired...but indeed i was very excited n enjoyed it...

fortunately i didn't do any mistake....completed my work finally...

ytd just went 2 attend undang course wif my frens which at SUNGAI BULOH...

in fact it was quite bored at there...woke up in the early morning n back in the evening...

i dislike the lecturer!!! coz he had touched me many times...

i was wondering whether he was purposely or just a habit...

he was an old chinese man..fulled of white hair...

i was very frighten of him!!!

hope i wont meet him next time...PLS!!!

gonna shift home in tis saturday....busy 4 packing my stuff now...

don misunderstand....i'm nt shift 2 a banglo or a big house...

i just shift 2 below which at 6th floor since there hv 3 rooms...

same side as my hse now....

after shifted home oni take my Undang test...might be next week...wish i could pass it^^

i'm waiting 4 the promoter job too...hope i gt the chance 2 work it as i wanna try a new job!!

glad 2 know tat my fren n the man was fine now....THX GOD!!!

2/1/11

today early in the morning i went 2 wangsa maju there 2 farewell my lovely sista as she is going 2 NS...

there was very crowded...

i saw 2 of my primary school frens as they were sitting inside the bus...

luckily they still could recognized me^^

SISTA...GONNA MISS U SO MUCH!!!

we r waiting u come back....muacKKZZzxx!!!

to all my frens who is going 2 NS...wish u all the best n must take care !!

becareful ya~enjoy urself!!

TO 1 OF MY BEST FRENS....

i was very shocked when i heard u said tat in the phone...

i'm very worried about u...

i hope u could be strong n determined no matter anything happen...

i wished tat the man would recover back as soon as possible n would possessed a healthy body...

GOD BLESS HIM!!!!

PLSSSS....don let my fren sad....

i reli don hope tat thing will happen on u...

every time when i was unhappy or confront wif those difficulties...u sure would helped n comfort me....we understand each other very well...

now i'm very sad tat i can't help u anything...

i just could bless u n him....

MY FREN....ADD OIL!!!DON THINK NEGATIVE....BE STRONG!!

HOPE HE COULD PASSED TIS DIFFICULTY !!!

WISH U & THE MAN ARE FINE NOW & ALWAYS....

found out tat my frens who always chat wif me has disappeared 1 by 1...

start 2 feel lonely now....T_T

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!!

GOODBYE TO 2010!!

A NEW YEAR~A NEW LIFE!!!!

wish u all the best tis year!!!

i had celebrated new year at Genting wif my dearest frens tis year~

we had fun at there!!

however~felt very disappointed tat we can't watch any fireworks there...coz of the bad weather(heavily mist)

tis was the 1st time i went 2 genting 2 celebrate new year...

the reason is i hope can watch the wonderful fireworks display...enjoying an unique new year~

at last...we were extremely disappointed!!!

wasted my time n money!!!made me so moody~

i think next time should be celebrate at KL better...><

btw...gt 2 unknown reporter interviewed me...

i was quite surprised n excited...

i told her tat i was very disappointed n upset...maybe wont visit there next year...

they captured few photos wif me...

wondering where they will publish it??

coz i duno which publisher are them...4got 2 ask==

just slept few hours in the room...coz i met my babe there...

soooo.....tired n sleepy

ohya...honestly, the hotel's buffet breakfast nt nice at all n nt much varities~

next>>>ARCHERY!!!!

i found it so long...just knew tat it had shifted 2 another place...

all my sisters were very tired n give up 2 find the place...

at last...i found it!!!!so happy!!!hehe

the worker told me tat TIMES SQUARE might hv archery later~

he asked me 2 promise him tat i will work at there as a coach==

had an enjoyable moment there!!!

bt it caused my left hand pain until now..i think is muscle pulled...

the archery quite heavy n nt easy 2 play...

most of the boys played very well...

ohyaa...i love the car races at outdoor theme park...

tat was the 1st time i played n i gt no.1...haha

so cool n amazing!!!

altot we had no chance 2 watch the fireworks display...

however...we had a lot of funs at GENTING!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

oww...i passed the christmas eve uniquely tis year...

it could considered as my 1st time...

don misunderstand ya...nt 失身夜..haha

guess wat???

i went 2 my fren's church during tis christmas eve...

i tot i can't go originally...coz i knew tat my mum dislike me go 2 church...

tat day i hv been invited 2 few events too...

confused whether want 2 attend which 1...

or just accompany my mum at home...

finally i decided 2 go 2 church as my mum allow me 2 go there...

the events quite enjoyable...

i was very excited when i gt a bear bear...haha...

they r very friendly....

there was a lot of interesting performances too...

i was shocked n surprised when my fren sang very well wif guitar on the stage...

he was very talented...

i can't imagine tat...haha

glad 2 noe tat huh...

i just can said tat church is a very peaceful place...

those christians was quite active n friendly...

there hv a lot of activities...

thx 2 lok wui who invited me 2 attend it...

yea...my bear...thx 2 tat HUI HUI...a funny boy^^

both of us also hv 1...

the next day during christmas...i hang out wif frens...

we watched TRON....

owwwhh!!!it was a best movie!!!

i like it very much!!!

it was very cool n amazing...i like the races...

so cool huh....

i cried at the end when his father sacrifices himself 2 save his son....

so touching n great....!!!

after tat we went 2 dolphin at night...

we played cards at there...

had fun wif them...quite excited..haha

frens...must hv next time ya~XD

20/12-SMKCP PROM NIGHT

my prom look^^

ohyaa...i had dyed my hair...

hmm....quite busy recently...

now oni free 2 post it...

actually it was not an masqurade night...

coz we all didn't wear the mask==

in fact...most of us quite bored at there...

coz not all of us involved in the games...

so we just sitting there n watched...

anyway...i was enjoyed in the dancing part...

when sista said tat our singing performance had cancelled becoz of the games had taken too long time...so no time 4 us 2 sing...i was quite moody...

altot i knew i will very nervous when i sing in front of them...

but i had practiced 4 a long time

so tat time i was very down n upset...

however...i just show my happy face...

just 4got about it n dance until crazy...xD

at last...when the prom was going 2 end...

jia yee told us tat we can sing...==

tat time i was not ready yet...coz i tot it had cancelled ad...

i was wondering wanna sing anot...

afraid tat i can't sing well coz i was shouting be4 tat...

i felt quite nervous when we were performing...

however...we had successfully finished our performance...

ohyaa...i like their dancing performance too!!!

it was very amazing n cool!!!

especially Mei Kei...she danced very well...

i prefer the part she dance...

my other frens not bad too...^^

btw....TQ VERY MUCH

to all the organizers, planners n others who helped 2 hold this event n decorated the ballroom...

here are some of the photos...

CHEERSS guys...!!!xD

leng lui pei yee...^^

my lovely sista...

handsome guys here..XD

my dear sista...

the PROM KING!!!!congratzz!!!^^

TO U....WHO I HATE THE MOST

本来我已不想提到关于你们的事。。

一点都不想看你的部落。。

不过有人问我是不是原谅了你。。说你在部落里好像是在写着我。。

所以我去看了。。

很不幸地。。我一点都没原谅过你。。

请你别误会。。别妄想

我不懂什么事令你产生这种错觉。。。

我说过不原谅。。就是不会原谅！！

对。。你们觉得我小气也好。。什么都好。。

我并不在乎。。

事情发生后到现在。。。

你们连一句对不起都没有。。。

还能很开心地在一起。。

完全没有理我的感受。。。给我带来了那么深的伤害。。

我还能微笑地对着你们。。装着没事吗？？

对不起。。我做不到！！

因为我是人。。

我不会做戏。。也讨厌双面人。。

我就是我！！！

我不能扮。。我也扮不到。。

请问你有哪一点值得我原谅的呢??!!!!

我曾经的确努力着学习宽恕。。

可是如果我原谅了你们。。就等于伤害了自己。。

不知为何我看了你那样写。。我流泪了。。

应该是令我想起了你们对我所做过的一切。。

还有。。。你没有资格评定我现在是快乐的。。

我快不快乐。。只有我自己知道。。。

表面上的我是很快乐。。因为我不想让身边的人担心我。。

但是我心里有多痛。。你知道吗？？！！

我真的很想很想快点完全忘记你们。。

大家各不相干！！

如果可以给我选择。。我宁愿从来没认识过你们！！

这样我现在的生活或许可以好过一点。。

所以请你从此别提到我。。

我也不想提起你。。

还有不要说你在乎我。。我不会感激你的。。

你这样对我。。还敢说那些话？？

只会令我感到可笑。。

不要来看我的部落。。。不要来干涉我的生活。。。

在我的记忆以及生命里消失。。。

别再让我看到你们！！！

也别以为我可以那么轻易就原谅你们。。

除非我失忆了！！

我的容忍度是有限的。。请别再点起我的火了！！！

我只会当你们是我最讨厌的人！！！

THE LAST DAY...

FINALLY COMES 2 AN END!!!!!

wOOhHOO!!!!HOoraYY!!

finally SPM IS FINISHED!!!

CHHeerssSS!!!!clap~clap!!!

now is the time 4 me to enjoy,rest,relax,play n play!!!!

wahhahaa!!!

i'm waiting 4 tis for a long long time!!!

finally...is the end!!!!

"IS THE END OF MY SPM"

"IS THE END OF MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE"

thx 2 all who encouraged me~

especially my family members~

they seems like more nervous than me...

they always asked me how was my exam going on...

n said " u sure can de la..."==

anyway...everything ad passed since tis afternoon..1pm..^^

I'M FREEDOM NOW!!!!

finally i could release my breath~

now i just wished tat i reli can get a perfect result...

don let them disappointed...PLS!!!

coz they reli put a lot of confidence wif me...

btw...i ad tried my best!!!

GOD BLESS ME!!!

umm...so far i hv ad marked all my paper 1...

i was quite satisfied wif it...except SEJ...==

paper 2...ntg 2 say...

for now...

i 'm waiting for prom night,genting,christmas n new year!!!

i hope we can hold a mini trip 2 somewhere else...

but...i think it is failed 2 do so...

coz don hv any planner....

me????felt troublesome n tired when plan something...

coz i have ad experienced those trouble==

n i think wont hv much ppl go too...rite??><

2day is the last day of school in SMK CP

is the last day we wear school uniform..

gonna miss all my schoolmates n teachers...

GOODBYE 2 SMK CP!!!!

i will keep all the memories wif u guys...

muacckkkZZXxx!!!

wish u all the best ya~

hope 2 see u guys soon!!!!

SO SICK!!!

haizz.....having flu seriously since tis morning

keep on sneezing now!!!

tired 2 study...bt i hv 2 do so...

everytime when exam is coming nearer...

i sure having many types of illness..

such as stomach pain,flu,gastric,headache n manymore...

goshh!!!m i too stressful??

tis time hv 2 get rid of SPM...i'm wondering hw seriously i was...

i reli hope tat i could stay healthy until the end of exam...

god bless me!!!

hate myself tat i'm always so weak!!!

i'm gonna mad now!!!

i still hv 2 face alot of problems in my life...

SPM just left more 12 days from now!!!

i felt very stressful n suffering...

many teachers gave a lot of stress n pressure 2 me...

especially PN. Arsyikin(my bm teacher)

she keep on requested me 2 get A+ for BM....

haizz....i tink i cant do it...

coz in fact my BM nt very good at all...

she made me very stressful...><

n also included BC n ACCOUNT's teachers...

they lay stress on me...

i'm very afraid tat i might let them disappointed

i don hope so....

anyway...thx 2 all my teachers very much!!!

many ppl tot tat i'm a genius or very clever...

seriously....i'm not....

in fact i'm nt as perfect as they think...

i'm also hv my own weakness...

i just forced myself to study hard n do my best in all my exams...

I HATE TO EXAM TOO!!!!

if i don study...i might same wif others too...

to all my frens, teachers,n family members....

pls don tink tat i'm very great...

becoz of others view on me...it made me more stressful...

i reli don like it....

i juz want 2 become a normal student n a normal girl...

it's enough for me if i could make myself satisfied....

u guys made me hard 2 breath sometimes....

actually i just targeted 8A's for SPM

coz my BC n ADD MATHS r damn poor...

btw....i will try my best!!!

of coz i hope 2 get 10A's+...dreaming??haha

hope my dream will come true when i get my result next year....

hate 2 go skul when i saw some1!!!

i wont forgive any ppl who betrayed me!!!!

watever u guys said anything about me...i don care!!!

i'm the sufferer!!!

but i still hv 2 bear 1 more month...

pls disappear in my life forever!!!

GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!

I DON HV A FREN SUCH LIKE U!!!

no matter wat happen now...

i always remind myself I HV 2 BE STRONG!!!

i cant let anything affects my life....

ermmm....i might less update my blog until the end of SPM...

GOOD LUCK 2 ALL MY FRENS...

see ya~

23 days!!!!

owhhh!!!today is the end of oct...

SPM just left more 23 days to go!!

honestly....i'm quite scared n afraid now...

umm.... i'm quite satisfied wif my trial result...

i gt 9A's & 1C

but some of the subjects i was depends on the tips==

isn't my spm result is tat gud???i hope so...

haizz....i get C for my add maths....

i was quite disappointed when i knew tat...

in fact...i targeted B for my add maths...

i just realized tat my teacher had count less marks 4 me...

but it's too late...

coz the result ad come out.....==

the most worried result 4 my spm is BC & ADD maths....

i hope i could get rid of it!!

especially ADD MATHS!!!

it spoiled my result!!

nowadays i was keep on doing add maths questions

i'm still very weak of tat....

i hope can get gud result in my spm...PLSS!!!

i knew many of my frens were worried about me...

i'm fine now...

i will tried my best 2 be stronger n happier...

thx 4 the caring n solicitude....

i will control my tears...

to the guest here...altot i duno hu r u guys...

but i reli appreiate it...

TQ VERY MUCH 2 all my frens!!!

felt sad tat my 2 best frens said tat i'm also wrong...

coz they don't understand me....

haizz....nvm....i didn't blame them....

just a bit upset...

actually hu can tell me wat is frens mean??

frens is to exploit??lie??betray??

i was very scared now....

scared 2 be frens wif others....

in fact...hv how many true frens in my life??

i reli duno......

ohya....,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

to all my frens...

SPM JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!!

pls study hard ya~

don play play ad...xD

good luck & gambateh!!!!

+U+U!!!!^^