HAPPY WESAK DAY

HAPPY WESAK DAY 2 everyone!!!

2day morning i went 2 brickfield buddhist temple

1st time went there

so crowded~

Najib n her wife oso went there

but i didn't meet them...

coz we back earlier

nt interested oso...xD

duno y....2day my stomach very pain since early in the morning

i wondered wat's the reason huh

extremely pain on tis whole day!!

i'm a weak person who always sick n pain!!!

sobb~~~sobbB~~

juz went back from pasar malam...

wahahaha

so shock 2day~

1st time saw his dad...xDD

so surprised nehx~~

suddenly HE CAME OUT INFRONT OF US

on the spot i not get prepared yet

ohHnOo~~my 1st impression may gone...

quite scared juz nw

his heartbeat became very fast..^^

but his dad said me beautiful oh...

reli???!!!

kekeke....cant slp tonight lur~

my family went there too~

1st time both of our family went there at the same day

it was oso the 1st time we together infront of our family

so brave huh...haha

today was a memorable day for me....

i felt excited....xD

HAPPY

~~wEEEee~~

1 year + 5 months luu~

happy!!!

i had found out tat the XX photo finally disappeared ad~~

i felt so surprised

i'm wondering wat's the true reason..

bt another photo tat i hate the most still appeared on someone blog><

btw~i felt happy too~

don wanna tink too much nw~

believe on myself tat i didn't did wrong choices

juz wanna be happy in my life

don let me hurt anymore...

rushed all my homeworks~

wanna play badminton wif him

bt he said he is going 2 play football 2mr

iSSshhh~nvm~

just 4get bout it~

SCOUT's CAMP

I hv just participated

JAMBORI PENGAKAP 1 BELIA 1 MALAYSIA

at Wetland, Putrajaya on 14-16 MAY

the place was so wide~

tis camp is participated by every state of scout in Malaysia

hv a lot of ppl there

umm~honestly it was nt very interesting~

wasted time n so bored...

on the second day....

we walked such a long distance...

from Wetland walked 2 the city....><

under the sun....

so hot n almost gonna fainted...

at 1st they told us will take bus go there

so i didn't apply the sunblock lotion on my skin....

made my face burned nw!!!

my hand n face became very darker n black!!

like a malay!!!

haizzzz.....very sad wif my look nw~~

felt regret after went there~~

wondering can i recover back my previous face.....

i juz want back my face as last time~

extremely ugly now!!!!

as black as charcoal

plssss.....GOD BLESS ME!!!

i wan 2 become more fairer n fairer~~

luckily we still could slp a few hours

but hv 2 joined activities at midnight....

with our tired n sleepy face...

juz our Pudu zone so active....

the others all slept ad....

pooi yee & me

"my favourite purple"

saw these racing car there....

they r practicing "PIU YI"

wOOhhoO~so cool!!!

our 4-in-1 camp^^

I CAN'T

最后。。真的做不到。

本来已决定了~

但非常不舍~

所以。。。选择不想了。。

我真的可以吗？？

经过了不短的时间后，

终于真正的感到开心了~

只希望。。。。。

现在的。。以后也会一样

能持久不变~

那就足够了。。。

希望没做错这决定。。。

已分不清这是对或错了

我的世界渐渐变得迷茫~

只怕。。。会后悔

要做的。。我都做了。。

要说的。。怎样也说不完~~

我所给的机会会被珍惜吗？？

但愿你真正明白~

我的心底深处

或许还需要一段时间才能令我的伤口完全痊愈

再怎么坚强的我。。。心里却那么的软弱。。

**~~只想保留开心的时刻~~**

忘记过去的伤心。。。

WAITING

~~AWAITING~~

14-16 MAY

going for camping at WETLAND PUTRAJAYA on tis friday until sunday

wif my scout's sisters....

hope hv an enjoyable n happy days there luu!!!

don like last time....can't slp~hahaha

WAT SHOULD I DO

我搞不懂~~我们到底怎么了~~

话题少了~笑容也变了~

快乐与承诺只是短暂的

最近~我都在不停的想同一个问题~

我很犹豫~也很矛盾~

要讲的。。我都讲了

我一直盼望的。。。都没曾实现过。。

一切却没改变过~

我要的~真的很难做到吗？？

很多人都劝我别这样做~

也有些人跟我的想法是一样的~

刚与一位朋友谈了之后~眼泪却流下了

为什么每次一谈到这。。我的眼泪会不受控制的掉下呢？？

我的心真的那么痛吗？？

应该是从那件事起~我的心已逐渐碎了

多么希望有个肩膀能让我依靠~让我流泪

真正了解我的人又有谁呢？？

想了很多。。。很多。。。不开心的事

我以为坦白可以改变所有~

但我错了~~

难道我真的应该做出这个决定吗？？

我却不舍得

是时候放开了吗？？

但谁能给我勇气继续走下去呢？？

KURSUS PENGAKAP

~~~呼呼呼~~~~

终于有时间写我的部落格噜~

嗯~~上个星期六和日。。

跟姐妹们参加了童军的生活营

在ibu pejabat PEMADAM, jalan ledang

大多数都是马来人参加。。

很少华人~

去到那边一开始就要大扫除

我还一直被蚊子叮到~很痒~

两只手都红完了！！

有一个好心人帮我搽药~

他说那个是他们的传统药水~很难闻的~

完成后我们就进去打字~

觉得很无趣~打到要睡觉咯~

到了傍晚时~我们就分为几组各参与四部分的活动:

1) pertolongan kecemasan

2) memasang khemah

3) berkawat tongkat

4) pengakap diraja

这四样活动令我学到很多东西~

我最喜欢就是学习扎营~

可是我们组拿到0分~

因为跟到一个form3 cochrane 的组长

还以为他是form5~看起来很本事的

不过原来最后很多都做错了~

可是我也非常感谢他教我！！^^

大家表演后~已是半夜一点多了

我们还要继续剩下的两项活动~

在天黑黑以及眼睛都张不开的情况下还要学习扎营

可是我对那很有兴趣~所以也特别的精神

完成四项活动后~都早上四点多了~

大家都很累~赶着去睡觉

男女分开~睡在礼堂里

大家都睡着了~但是我很难才入睡

当睡到一半时~

不懂哪一个瓜的电话一直响-LOVE STORY！！

不知是闹钟响还是什么！

吵到死！！我们都睡不到

再睡多一下~全部灯都开了~

那时只是早上六点~

我只睡了都不到一小时啊！！

然后外面吹口哨~我迷迷胡胡的飞过去集合~

大家的样子都很残！！不停的打瞌睡~

我黑眼圈都深到吓死人噜！！！

穿上制服后~

我们就在礼堂里学习扎绳，童军的手语和口哨指示

星期日差不多四点就结束了~

大家都好像很不舍得的离开~

SMK CONNAUGHT & US

BIG FAMILY

SMK BUKIT BANDARAYA

Azam

在这两天里~确实让我受益不浅~

我学到了很多东西~

是比较累~脚也很痛

在那儿冲凉时也要蹲着并对着马桶~==

当我们做错一点小事~大家都要一起拉耳朵~

大家都拉到脚酸了！！

我觉得我在那儿是最笨的那一个~

我们什么都不会~也不明他们在讲什么

连小学生都不如！！

毕竟在学校里~老师也不会教我们

其它学校的童军都很厉害~什么都懂

我们简直是井底之蛙~

不过我已经尽力去学习了~

希望能跟得上他们~

无论如何。。也感到开心~

因为我得到了不少知识~而且也认识了很多朋友哦！！

很多人都说我样子很残~

脸青口唇白的~又没精神~

下楼梯，蹲着，要站和坐时~都非常痛！！！

不过现在都好很多噜~~

在这训练营里~我领悟到。。

童军是个非常严肃以及有纪律的团体

也很考验个人的毅力和耐心

做事决不能放弃噢！！^^

NEXT CAMP>>> WETLAND, PUTRAJAYA

4 DAYS 3 NIGHT

13-16 MEI

wondering my mum let me 2 go anot??

any pengakap interested??

KARAOKE

2day's look..^^

WeEEEe~~~

2day went 2 greenbox sing K

such as a long time didn't go out wif my dearest sisters~

sry ya~i noe i hv neglected u guys~

since i'm nt single..XD

hope u all don mind luu~

furthermore tis year i can't oways hang out such as last time

coz my mum oways said tis year i'm having SPM~

asked me 2 study more...don oways out><

1st time sang wif Lee Kum Kee...

sry tat i hv late~

the room quite small 4 us...

nt enough mic too~

juz hv 3 mic for 7 of us~==

bt i felt happy too~^^

GosssHHHH!!!i hv watched the PAPARAZZI mv there~

so disgusting n weird!!!

seems like a movie><

huhuuu~

2day my mum bought a new watch 4 me

NOSE brand~pink colour

i like it~!!

nt cheap as my watches which i bought last time

thx mum~

isshhHhh~~ytd i accidentally swallowed the fish bone

felt pain nw

wondering is the bone or wound inside my throat??

i hv already swallowed much of rice

bt i felt like the bone is still there

felt pain when i'm drinking or eating

I HATE FISH BONES!!!

NO NEXT TIME PLSSS.....
bt i like 2 eat fish...==

hw gud if the fishes don't hv any bones inside...

impossible lo...

wat m i talking about huh??

crazy...wahhaha....

17/4

finally i hv watched "clash of the titans" 2day

it's reli an amazing n interesting movie~

nice n worth 2 watch it!!!

(altot i hoped 2 watch in 3D)

~oWwwHHhh~

after tug of war

my hands very pain nw

especially my right hand~

felt pain even when i'm writing

bt honestly...i wont felt regret of tat~

coz i reli enjoyed in the competition

since it was the last or juz the 1st chance 4 me~

it might nt hv the next time in my life

btw~

juz wished tat my hand will be normal as soon as possible lur~

goshhHh!!! felt angry~

gt a guy put my photos on his FB profile~

asked him 2 delete many times...bt he don wan

i didn't realized tat he had took so many photos of me

many ppl saw it nw

about 34's photos there!!!

i was so surprised when i saw tat

my image gone~><

TARIK TALI

今天参加了拔河比赛~

好开心哦!!!

虽然拿到第三名。。

好过没有嘛。。^^

还有一种满足感~

现在才知道原来是很爽的。。哈哈

本来还想参加lembing , lontar peluru 和 cakera的

虽然不会。。也想试下。。。觉得很好玩

不懂做么。。今天突然心血来潮。。

什么都想参加。。。

想到今年已是最后一年在学校了

可惜已经太迟了。。

因为人数已经满了〉〈

早知我就早点找老师报名噜~

之前真的没想过要参加的~

感到一点兴趣都没有~

本来也不能拔河的。。突然有人说要退出

所以我就参加到了！！

幸好还有朋友借运动衣给我穿~

很多人都来问我参加什么~

好像在看小我~

在他们心目中~

我应该是个只会读书~而不会运动的人吧~

我也为自己感到很惊喜~竟然会出现在那儿~

等了很久。。

终于到我出场了~~

很期待~~也有点紧张~

毕竟我都没参加过~不懂行不行~

不过到最后也拿到第三~~

对我来说~输赢并不重要

最重要是我得到那种满足感~获取经验~

那就足够了

也替姐妹感到高兴~

她们拿到第一名！！

恭喜~恭喜！！！

真后悔~~

为什么这几年来都不参加任何比赛~

只是操步罢了~

今年已是最后一年了~~

以后也没这些机会参加~

真不舍得~~

如果时光可以倒流~那该多好呢~

那我每年就能去参加其它比赛

可惜现在才领悟到~已经太迟了~~

如今~突然对运动产生很大的兴趣了！！^^